lalala~

2009-02-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

I got a neck sprain btw.. very irritating.. cant turn my neck to the right properly with the pain at the left.. AHH!!!

2009-02-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

Lol. It's been so so so long since i last blogged. So sian. Actually im quite lazy to do blogging so might as well spend time playing games. Haha. Then as school starts, i reaised that there's not much time for me to blog too. So, sigh...

Alright, I went to NYJC for those who still dunno. The school's fine and I like the environment somehow. I got into Rugby too for those who are eager to find out haha. Alright.. school's orientation was a blast and i simply love the Disco Night.. Cat high ppl all crazy like mad.. Jump here n there. We really got the Cat High blood running in us lol.. We all were drenched in sweat after the whole Disco night and i really must praise Bei Er for his actions. Zhai!

Then real lessons started and now its the second week of lessons.. Real hectic for me as I still haven't adapt fully to the new life in JC. So different totally. But I know im near to adapting already. Haha. Took 4H2, Physics, Chem, Maths, Econs for those who want to know. Nice combi actually. These subjects are the ones i like and i want too. Alright tmr got rugby training.. And im thinking of going back Cat High on Monday.. Hope i'll be able to spend an hour or two there.

Signing off..

2009-01-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

Tmr going chalet with my brothers. Haha. Hope it'll be fun. But still have 10 dept meeting in church first. Saturday still have disciplship class at 11am. Wow. So many things when im having fun. Ah well.. How i wish things would go my way sometimes but it can't. Hmm time to think of the priorities in my life then.. Alright. Gotta go slack liaoo.. Pack my bag for chalet first lol..

2008-12-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

Ok, a post to liven up my blog. I dunno why I can't seem to have to blog nowadays. Either I'm going out with my friends or I'm here and there. But serving God is always the best. That's the purpose of my life. I have a feeling I'll be a volunteer staff for church next time :) I really enjoy serving God. As the saying goes, 'You won't know how it truly feels unless you do it yourself.' Serving God has been a great, gret experience for me and I really enjoy it.

I've cut my hair today too. It's now thinner and feels light. But I'm sure it's gonna grow back in like one month's time. Hope JC won't be strict on hair checks liao.

Alright, the song of the day.
Lord I Lift Your Name On High

2008-11-21T11:46:00.002+08:00

Asia Conference was great! Ushered for the past two days with doing support team 3 days ago. Great experience in the big place at Expo. Saw literally how human rush can be lol! It's realy amazing though. The speakers are really amazing and I can feel the presence of God all the time. Pastor Ulf and Pastor Phil preached yesterday and i was ushering in the main audi. I must say it was a great experience. Sadly today couldn't usher due to my mum being unhappy with me for reaching home late for the past two days.. It's not as if i didn't bring out the house keys! She never ask me whether i got bring out the house keys or not. Champion liao lorh. Alright I shall still love my mum cuz she's still great! Incidents may come, but I shall still have a great heart! Alright, tmr's combined service at our very own church. And I'm ushering again! Haha. Gonna make sure i have ample rest today so that i can chiong tmr. I realise sleeping 4 hours a day really isn't enough. Once u sit down u're sure to fall asleep.

Alright Grad Night was fun and i managed to take photos. YES PHOTOS. People who know me would know i seldom take photo and when someone tries to sneak a picture of me, i'll grab the phone and delete the picture. I'm too lazy to upload the pics here, so u can go to my facebook of friendster to check it all out LOL.

Ok, off to play some games..

2008-11-01T00:05:00.002+08:00

Alright today was a slacky day.. Night time conenction as sucky as always again... Sian cant access some webpage now. Troublesome. And it's slow loading some pages.
Didn't manage to study today also. I'm hooked up on Final Fantasy NDS games now. Very addictive. No wonder ppl say handheld games are addictive. Alright going off to play some more games lol...

2008-10-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

God works in a wondrous way. Yet sometimes also an unexpected way.

bleh

2008-10-30T20:46:00.003+08:00

Yea I'm back! So this is the end of 'O' levels second week! And still 1 more week to go before all the major papers are over! So fun! Alright I've just finished watching Heroes Season 3 Episode 7 also.. But it's quite sian liao.. Lacks creativity somehow.. Anyways I still love Heroes muhahahhh.
So This week was a week of 'pureness' and by pureness I meant it's a week of Pure History 'O' levels for me haha! Lol Tuesday had Modern World paper, today had SEA paper. Really tiring for me because it's so taxing for my brain.. Anyways I've got over it and I'm so looking forward to the holidays.. I'm gonna go out everyday play like mad before I lose my chance to do so, cuz I've realised after 'A' Levels, u go to army and after that is university, then no free time liao. So this supposed 'last' holiday, i'm gonna spend it going everywhere LOL.
Alright, 'O' Levels only left with Social Studies, Higher Chinese and Physics Paper 1 and Chemistry Paper 1. Last 4 papers to go and I'm a free man!
Oh yea, Monday was a bad day for me. Or rather I should say Tuesday too. In the midnight, i woke up and start having diarrhoea. Then I started vomitting. Power sia! Lol. It's been years since I last vomitted and I sure dont like the feeling of vomitting. Disgusting also. So I went for an injection in Tuesday morning before the History paper. And I'm one who hates injection! I have a fear for needles! So being a man, I just endure and let the doctor inject me. Lol. Really pain la.. I hate injections and I'm gonna make sure I'll avoid it as much as i can!
So Wednesday my sickness got better and I went back to take the papers in the hall. Not bad.. Physics is a destructive paper. Kills people. Lol.

Alright all the papers are roughly over and I'm feeling slacky and not wanting to do anything for the rest of the papers liao. But I shouldn't slack. I'm gonna pray to God to commit all my papers up to His hands that I may do well and glorify Him! Yea that's the only thing i can do too haha.

Yea gonna stay optimistic cuz it's gonna be a great week ahead. I'm looking forward to Grad Night. Time to bash people up hahahah..

2008-10-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

Time to relax n relax after a hard day's work. Ok, i won't say i've worked hard today. But I've obediently went to school to attend English lesson in the morning and History in the noon. Alright so tomorrow's gonna be a slack day cuz there's no lessons for me. Or I should say I'm gonna pon the lessons for the whole day tmr. Including Maths.. Tat means i'll be missing out either 04 or 06 June paper for A and E Maths. Not quite a big deal cuz I've yet to complete any distinction questions that are important to do before O Levels. I really now empathise with Ms Krishnan when she always say, 'I'm tight for time.' I'm feeling tight for time too, literally. 5 or rather 4 more days to my O Levels and I've done nothing much. I think I'm crazy or somewhat liao. But nevermind.. I shall stay happy. For that's what I am. Alright tomorrow's goal: Study 8 hours at home or wherever, just make sure I've got 8 hours. Target: Chemistry, Geog Elect, if possible Maths.
Having no school is one strange thing. It makes you wonder how to study. Irritating. Time to sleep and begin my day at 8am tmr. Muhahaha.

The Day after Graduation Day

2008-10-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

Haha my title koped from WX's blog..
Anyways yesterday was Graduation Day for the Cats sec 4 of year 2008. Actually was a happy day, but in the end it was spoiled by english morning lesson... So being a good student, I went to school at 7am. I was surprised to see not much ppl inside the hall when i reached.. Maybe the last day is also my first day in reaching the hall early since the start of the morning lessons. Ironic haha. Anyways we had to do a full compre paper. So i just crapped through it and stoned during the going-through of the answers. This just purely shows that hall mass lectures are truely unproductive. And thus due to this (so-called widely known) fact, I shall be ponning all HCL remedials in the next week.
So stoned through english with much effort and I was feeling super tired when Graduation Ceremony starts at 1040am. I was yawning like mad, or rather unstoppable. Lol. Maybe it might be due to my cough mixture which induces sleep though haha. Anyways the ceremony showcases videos done by our form teachers from all classes. Lol and I feeling think that our class was the funniest.. With all those picture Ms Krishnan took.. Haha.. Especially the 'Future Criminals' the photo.. super funny!
So after the videos was certificate giving and I really do feel the true sense of leaving a place where ur roots have grown and ur foundations are strong. Ms Krishnan sees me to be a top scholar for Cat High too! I will strive towards it!
Had pizzas after the whole ceremony! And I ate like 6-7 slices which are like quite big (ahh).. Lol. Think it's gonna boost my weight. Haha. Anyways really am gonna miss my classmates even after the Os. The lameness that a few of them shared with me.. the lameness that i infcted in some of them.. the friendship that i forged with a few of the people.. It'll all be part of my life always :)

Cat High 4-4. The extraordinary class.

Anyways time to reflect on my life in Cat High. Haha still rmbed I was a blur blur chubby an quite fat little boy in sec 1. Mr Chow was still teaching then. He was a great HCL teacher. Impacted me a lot. Sec 2 mostly the same as sec 1 cuz we didn't change class. It was really great hanging out with LeeYang, WenGe, Kenneth, JunHan, Joshua, Gran and not forgetting Louis and Clifton (lol) and many other more great ppl of 2-2 '06. I'd say a few of my best times was with 2-2 '06. The whole class was strongly united and we would got thru literally shit and great times together as a class. Lol. I still remembered we got screwed as a class for shouting out of window at other school who come into our school for competition haha.
And then it was sec 3. When I entered the class, literally all are unknown faces to me. Cuz those who came to 3-4 '07 was only 4 people who takes pure History. So other i knew were Perry, BoXian from NCC. So thats all I know. And I can still remember my blurness and mmy quietness for the first 2 months in class. Lol. Then slowly I made friends with everyone, infecting everyone with my lameness. Now that I've think of that, seems like a few of my classmates really become lame due to me hahahahh.. My best friend is of course Victor who sat with me for 2 years and we always help each other, watch out for each other, reminding each other of things (both of us are very forgetful literally LOL) and of cuz share our lameness (i think Victor was first to get infected by me). Of course Victor and I laugh at ppl together and sometimes bad-mouth those we don't like lol. Anyways it's really great meeting ppl in 4-4. I'll remember ppl like Sei Yee, Gideon (the 2 of them always kena bombed by Vicotr's and my cold and lame jokes), Marcus, Warren, JunWen, Andrew, Jason, JieChou, Perry, BoXian, Melvin and many other hilarious ppl like ShuYi aka Moehog, Darryn aka Dinosaur and Jeffrey aka Hei She Hui Lao Da along with Kevin aka Bai Chi Bang Lao Da. Lol. And of course Future Health Minister (bestowed by Ms Krishnan) Josiah. Haha.. Great class with great people.
Lastly not forgetting the great teachers, Ms Krishnan, Ms Tan, Mr Fernandez, Mr Tan, Mr Yong, Mdm Ee, Mrs Ling and Liu Lao Shi. They are great people who taught the great class haha.

Looking back at my sec 1 was like looking back on yesterday. I really have that feeling. 4 years seems a far way back, yet a short way down my memory lane. I really want to thank all those who have taught me and grow me in one way or another especially NCC teachers, Mr Yong Kwang Hei(although not in Cat high anymore, he's still my best sir haha. 'Not there yet!', 'Assumption is the mother of all cock-ups!'), Mr Paul Ng('waddahella!'), Ms Chow. Now thinking back on my sec 4 life and 5 more weeks I'm officially cut-off ties with Cat High. Although I do dislike Cat High in some ways, it's still a place where the teachers are great and the guys of year 2008 are the wildest yet the smartest(in my opinion), of all the batches.

Of course I must dedicate one paragraph to the Lord, my God. Without Him, I wouldn't be standing at where I am now. It's He who rose me, grown me and saved me. It's really His blessings upon me that I'm able to excel in all my academic studies. God has always been with me - in my sec 3 End-Of-Year where the start of my excellence began.. He gave me 10 points and then prelim 1, prelim 2 and prelim 3.. He was always there for me pushing me, guiding me and showing me the path for He is the Light. It's really Him that I'm able to stand at where I am now. All I yearn now, is to get great results for O Levels, to glorify Him. And be a living testimony for Him that serving God to the fullest will still allow you to achieve excellence in all areas of your life when you believe and have faith in Him, the Truth, the Life, the Way. Greatness comes to those who works hard and have faith in God, for He blesses you when He sees your faith and works. I also want to thank my leaders and friends for their never-ending encouragement in one way or another. Hahahh.

I'm thinking of a song by some band.. Forgot the song name but remember a few of the lyrics, 'As we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together.' It's really a touching song and the song's called Graduation if i'm not wrong. I can feel some sadness within me but I'm like tearless now lol. So 5 more weeks to FREEDOM, to LIBERATION! Onwards we go to strike new grounds!

O levels. A thing for us to step on allowing us to clinch on our next target.

Time to sleep liao... So late le.. Hahh.. I dont think I'll be back online anytime sooner. So a long post to end the temporary inactivity of the blog! :)

2008-09-27T09:04:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!! Got time to come online le!!! Sian I'm still feeling sick though.. It's like the remnants of the fever which I had last Tuesday till Saturday. Super irritating. Now I've got no more fever, but I suddenly have a lot a lot of phlegm... Keep coughing and coughing, coughing and coughing, coughing and coughing like there's no tomorrow liddat lol...
I think I've been online too long already.. Must go offline and do my homework liao. Got a meeting with Darryl at 2pm summore. Better finish everything then tmr can go slack! Haha.
So glad my W810i is fixed. My father bought a new battery and it solved everything. But the problem is, I've lost my memory stick! Sian... All the songs, all the photos all gone. I dunno where I've put it sia... Sian-ed. Time to go change my blog skin too.. Cuz it's like quite old already...

Oh yea.. I didnt realise I'm already 2 years old in Christ till a few weeks back.. The exams have messed up my brain.. Lol. Exams really fills one's mind and make it weird somehow.. Alright I gotta go StarHub there to see wat rewards I can claim too.. My father use till got a lot of points liao sia.. Alright time to go and start doing things...

2008-09-14T09:57:00.003+08:00

Woah.. My muscles are aching like mad.. Dunno why sia. Yesterday didn't ache so much la. Sian. Anyways i can rest tomorrow cuz i don't take Literature! Yay! Can sleep till song ar hahaha. Tomorrow still have BM summore. Rest more after that clean faster with more energy! Lol. Anyways Tuesday prelims gonna officially end, and there's gonna be an outing on Tues! Yay! Watching Bangkok Dangerous at J8 around 2pm liddat after that go play basketball! Dunno whether my body will still ache or not sia. Very sian. Nvm. I shall endure cuz i love basketball hahahh. Alright time to go play some games! I'm recently hooked to Neopets sia. Lol. Ever since Melvin reminded me of it. But I'm also playing RO. Gonna go participate in War of Emperium soon(if anyone knows wat i mean hahhaa)... Alright time to go...

2008-09-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Wooott... Finally. Back up blogging. Prelim 3 is finishing soon! Yea man! Time to slack! Muahahhaa... Tomorrow's last of the major papers but its the most tiring of all! E Maths paper 1 and A Maths paper 2. Tedious day... But it's all worth it. I've got a renewed faith n spirit within me :) I think i might be able to clinch lower than 10 points this time... I've got an assurance coming haha... Really hope to be able to get below 10 points cuz prelim 3 is gonna be a confirmation to me for O lvls.. Really hope to do well for O lvl so that i dont hav to trouble over which JC to go. Lol. That sounds like laziness in choosing schools. Lol. I've got weird laziness for weird things hahaha. Alright. Time to go sleep soon hahaha...

2008-09-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'm finally back online. Dunno how i manage to come back, but i've come back hahahh. Alright I've juz completed 16 hours of study rule! So amazing sia! I acutally woke up at 8am on Monday to start studying. Lol. Today also. So happy. But i still feel i dont have enough time!!! Sian. Now currently the subjects left to study is history n Geog Elect. And also maths which i dont feel like studying. Ok, time to go play games!!! It's good to reward myself :)

2008-08-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

Surprisingly im back up online. Lol. Today very sian cant go out due to my flu. Anyways its recovering so its a good sign. Prelim 3 is starting liao! So sian! Enlgish paper first, followed by HCL and SS and History. But the week's gonna be slack as far as i see. Dunno wat's gonna happen tmr. I've never done my homework for the weekend lol. Sian. Maths and HCL homework summore. But i dont care much about the homework since it biting up my time to study and recovery from my sickness. Haha. Alright time to go... Dunno whens the next time i'll be back on. Maybe after 'O's, since its so near now...

2008-08-23T08:33:00.002+08:00

Alright back to blogging. I'm currently down with flu n sore throat. But the sore throat is just like the initial staaone, not that pain though. But still sian. Being sick isn't a good thing, both physically n mentally lol. Then juz now tried to reply tags keep kena DC-ed. Sian. Vista got some weird problems. Gotta go see doctor now anyways.

Tag replies:
ky: lol siao...
Don: dont wan lehh..
Darren: yea the song's nice haha
alvin: hope can help us get A2 or A1 for EL lol...

2008-08-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today had English Oral Exam. A lil bit sian today though. Lessons in the morning was quite boring as usual partly becuz i feel like sleeping instead. Well, today's oral exam was quite smooth. Had to wait till 2.30pm to start the whole thing. So the waiting time was quite long... In the end, when i finished it was around 3pm plus. So i don't neeeeeeeeeeeee wait in the quarantine room somemore. Lol. Alright feel confident for the exam. So i think i'll be able to get quite a good score for it. Well after that went home n bath then went to gym with LS. Sian long time no gym really all muscles turn to fats liao... Sian. Ah well.. my eyes dunno why suddenly become red today sia. When walked to the examiner then he told me my eyes were very red. Lol i think i got Mangekyou Sharingan liao. Lol. Anyways its time to sleep liao...

2008-08-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

I should be sleeping now... Lol. Need ample rest for this few eeks cuz its O lvls in juz around 2 months time. Cant afford to have a tired and burnt out body. Especially when i'm having English Oral on Friday. Lol. Alright. Time to really go sleep liao. Managed to memori all of e importan points of Treaty of Versailles revision package. Really lame espeially the points to say the success of the Treaty when they contradict the points for the failure. Lol.

2008-08-08T16:30:00.002+08:00

Very sian today!!!!!!!!!! I also dunno why i feel so sian. Lol. Alright maybe its a half-day today i should be going out with my friends instead of staying home to play games or blog now. Sian-ed! Anyways going to Malaysia tonight with family. Meaning tmr is even more sian with nothing to do. How i wish i could go church tmr n spend time in God's presence which i need most now. Blahhhh... Very sian. Cant help it though. Today had national day celebration in school also. Parade was a lil bit screwed. Marching can march till hand swing not coordinated sia. After tat was speech day and i didnt dare to pon halfway. In the end sat through from 10.30am to 12.30pm. Sian. Alright, i shall go sleep cuz my head dunno y is spinning liddat. Lol. Time to go...

Thoughts running through...

2008-08-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today was very very sian... Actually yesterday FOP ended quite late, in the end reached home this morning at 12.30am. So in the end i decided not to go to school... Ponned HCL remedial. Hope Warren helped me take attendance lol. I dont wish to run into anymore trouble especially since after Friday. Shall not talk about Friday. Thinking about would just make me angry. No wonder ppl hates cat high teacher. Cuz they're all crazy.

Anyways FOP was great yesterday. First time ushering so many ppl. I felt so blur at first lol. Anyways I just have a feeling tomorrow's FOP last day is gonna be even better. Monday's gonna be school. Kinda sian too. Dunno y... but i still dont feel the pressure of O lvls yet. But I've started studying for some subjects already. So yea, thats a start somehow.

Ok, today went for NDP preview too. Good show actually. But i still feel sian. Maybe my heart is still at FOP there haha.

ok time to sleep le... bye bye

2008-07-31T22:43:00.002+08:00

Alright. Today is yet another day. CG was fun and great with all the discussions and also the worshipping that we had. It's really a great refreshing experience especially after a day of tiredness after school. Well, had maths tests today. A Maths and E Maths again. Well this time it took me much much longer. Irritating questions. Took me whole 1 hour to finish each paper. After tests went to J8 and collect my GV member card haha. Nearly forget to collect it lol. Anyways from now on, Tuesday tockets are all $6.50 for me at all GV outlets. Lol. Anyways, Kevin went to make a transaction with someone. So i headed down to church first. After that went home after CG. Today's weather is very very hot. Right now I'm feeling super warm here. Dunno why, but the rainfall just seem to stop all of a sudden. Strange it seems. Lol. Anyways History test, Treaty of Versailles and Germany-Weimar Govt. It's gonna be on the week after National Day. Time to chiong study again. Tuesday is SS teaching again lol. I just found out i lost my note on Purpose Writitng. If Ms Krishnan found out, I'm gonna be dead. Lol.

Anyways, tmr is FOP. It's gonna be greaaaaaat. Time to go liao...

2008-07-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today very siannn-ed. Had Physics in the morning and I felt like sleeping all the way while MrYong went over Physics Databased Questions. Very sian. Anyway Jason was sent out the moment class began. And he went out to study History! Sian i should have played a fool and go out n study with Jason rather than wasting my whole 45min doing crap. Alright not crap but unproductive. Chem was sian-ed too. Wanted to stay in MrTan's class but he drove me out in the end and so i had to go MsChong's class. Another was of time again. Geog Elect was rather fun. Watched a video on Amazon basin. It's really interesting how tribes still live there and also the effects on deforestation. Really makes me think of the precious resources that can be found in these forests and also the herbs which are unidentified still and have properties to cure illnesses with no cure now. Stop cutting down rainforests!!! Lol i feel like im a conservationist. Maybe next time i'll be one. Anyways English today was a lil bit dry. Oral prep thru'out and also during after school lesson. Maths was lame again with MdmEe's random talks. Then History was tense with the test going on. I wrote crap cuz i momentarily cant remember some info. HCL had to remained low-profile cuz i pon-ed Sat's lesson.

Alright, Friday's FOP, Sat's NDP Preview @ the floating stadium near Espalnade, the Sun's FOP again. Hope im able to stay till 11pm on Sun. And wat's sian is that FRiday hav History lesson after school! Sian. MsKrishnan actually told me i could leave early. But for study's sake i shall report to Indoor Stadium at 4.45pm on Friday. FOP is gonna be great!!! Tmr's sian day again. Gonna brave through the week again.. I hav a homework due on Wed, but dont feel like doing now. So shall go watch Prison Break at 10pm. Dont think i can complete study rule this week. But i shall study as much as i could. Alright.. Time to go..

2008-07-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

Something just tells me i shouldn't be here blogging. My heart seems to be off somewhere. Yes i can feel it. My heart says i should be studying History as it's History test next monday! And i've only read 3/12 essays to be tested! That's a bad sign man! Ok, i really shouldn't be here blogging. Time to do something productive...
The feeling you get when u completed something and u thing of the thing the next day, u'll feel happy cuz u've lessen the burden of the next day. I always feel this way when i've completed my homework on thursday, which was initially due for friday. Alright time to study and play no more game for this week!

2008-07-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

Yet another day of 3.5 hours of study rule accomplished :) It could have been longer but i gotta collate attendance for usher. FOP is coming soon too!!! We're usherng for all 3 days. The whole ministry's gonna be there. It's gonna be exciting! Ah well, but 2nd Aug gonna be going to wacth at the floating stadium near Esplanade there for NDP Preview. Ah well, it's gonna be fun too i guess haha.

Anyway today was actually quite slack. Started off the day with double English, whole 2 periods spent going thru' comprehension. Fruitful eh? N after that was double Maths. Super slack cuz it's E Maths. N after that is recess n I ran 2.4km with Victor. Time taken 17 mins. Quite drastic, but cant blame, we havent run for a long time n we're just training our stamina. Anyways we're gonna run evryday. N Julian from 4-7 oso joining. Haha so interesting. Just like going gym liddat, get to know more ppl. Haha. Ah well, tmr's gonna be a slack day. I think im gonna go church study if it's still early tmr aftr science test. Hope it's gonna be easy. N i wanna do chinese homework tmr. I realised chinese homework cannot owe. If you owe, it just piles up even if the teacher doesn't chase u for it, and u can feel the pressure of it. Anyways it's time to chiong during term 3 as Mdm Ee puts it. N term 4 is for slacking. Lol. She say go watc movie n smoke smoke slack slack during term 4. I think i just might do that hahahahhh. Imagine otr sec 4s mugging, Cat High sec 4 watching movies n playing LAN. Zhai bo? Anyways shall wait for the time to come.

Prelim 3 schedule out! Time to study! But I'm gonna rest for th night. Not good to over-exert ur brain cells since u've exerted it during the day in school. Anyways, time to go slackig now...

2008-07-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

Suddenly am reminded of the Red Rain concert this year lol. Actually its one of the songs that they sang during the concert. I dunno the song title but i only remember part of the lyrics. Haha.

"Love. Love. There she stands. There she calls. Come home, my love. Come home."

Yea that's all i remember. Lol. Alright, so today i suceeded in starting out study rule for this week :)). Ok, there's duty on this Sunday, so must chiong study! Ah well, Prison Break later. Gonna go watch it. But while waiting i shall go play RO. Haha. Ah well. Time to go. Cherish my time :)

2008-07-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

Last few days very lazy to blog. Anyways gotta sleep now. Shall blog a lil. Today went for D20 CG. Really interesting. Darryl preached the Word! Haha really great to see my leader rise up to another level. I feel its so exciting! Haha. Darryl has been a really great leader of mine and he really is one great man. If u don't believe, I'm a living testimony to it lol. He really endured through a lot. Ahh shal keep it short. Tmr there's gonne be morning lessons. So really time to sleep!!!

dunno wat to say...

2008-07-15T20:48:00.003+08:00

Woots... today was a slack day i must say. Basically it was due to the chinese O lvls listening compre. Haha so nearly half the day gone and i went gym with LS after school. LOL in school LS and QC hugged with Elgyn. Dam sick lol. But i realise Elgyn is a kind guy actually, very friendly. Anyways after that went gym, worked triceps n chest. I realised my tricep n chest muscles are very weak. Super weak i must say. Sigh maybe that's the reason i still cant do pull-up. Ok, then tmr is O Lvl SPA Chem Skill 3 test. Really stressed sia. I think i shall crap my way out, but i think i should pray for the question to be a simple one. Haha.
Saturday's CHMA and I'm going for it. It means missing Saturday service. Since its Open House i don't think it matters that great though. Hope sermons r the same on the weekends. Anyway i think this year CHMA(if u're wondering, it's Catholic High Music Awards), is gonna be great cuz Victor's band is playing. But he say his song quite suck. Lol. Heard that KaiJie playing Master of Puppets or some other songs. Alright looking for more ppl to go with me to CHMA too.
Ok, i'm gonna sleep soon. Yes, sleep. Cuz tmr must reach school at 7.15am. A lil bit sian. I nvr do situational writing which some ppl say muz do n hand up on Thurs too. Sian la!!! Chem SPA skill 3 n morning lesson... juz don't suit me tmr.. gonna be a tough day! Stressed! Anyways i shall go liao *Poof*

2008-07-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

Lalala~ im sleeping soon... Anyways, the weekend was fun and all hahahh. Well, tmr's gonna be another week packed with all homework again. Shall brave through all of it again. I really really hope the teachers will just stop giving us homework already so that we can study!!! Now is studying time not doing homework time! A pity they don't see my point though... Ah well...
So yea, Saturday had usher duty and JianMing was leading :) Yay! Lol i was put to IT and it was fun. Despite doing Audi for like a lot of times previously, IT seemed fun to me, because its like part of the 'ice-melting' journey too, lol only those who remeber wat JianMing says will get wat i mean. Anyways it was fun because we set up 600 chairs in quite a short time too! Anyways it's becuz there's a lot of ppl on duty that day hahaa... So yea Saturday was a great day. One usher duty passed... I must go back on duty the week my 'O's finish sia. Hope i'll be allowed to do so :) After that went to makan dinner, 1 KitKat bar+FruitTree Fresh Apple and Aloevera juice. After that hanged out in church. Played a lil bit of pool and talked nonsense with Darryl, Sebby, Ly, Felicia. Lol literally nonsense, or rather a lame jokes session. My memory was failing me at that time and i can't remeber all the lame jokes i used to tell LOL. Anyways stayed till 10.40pm++ then went home. Took 80 with Felicia and reached Sengkang at around 12am. I was like so scared the last bus had already left. But fortunately, the last bus is 1230am :) So I got back home around 1215am liddat.

So today was yet another day. A lil bit sian cuz i've gotta go home straight after i had my dinner. And wat i'm really sian is that my family actually went out to eat and i could have stayed and hanged out in church longer. Sian! Ah well tmr got school i muz sleep early too anyways... So yep i'm really going to sleep now.

2008-07-11T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today so fun... It was actually a great day till... well apart from me and Victor no wat noe wat i mean hahaha. Well the great day started off with the-kinda-boring English lesson from 7am-8am, after that went on Around the School in 8min Walk with BoXian around before going back to class. After that was Physics which is very sian as always and History which we chiong-ed SBQs full paper in 45min and after that was PE whereby due to the History test we slowly walked down n joined the rest. After that was Chem which is going through on carboxylic acids and its reactions and after recess is where the not-so-good part of the day. SS taken up by Geog Elect. That's the sianest thing everyone would expect. SS periods are literally all being eaten up since school reopen. I pity Mr Fernandez even though he kept reminding us to bring the handout on spy plane which i've got no clue too... Lol.

After that was report-book-giving-out time. Surprisingly my L1R5 after combining Prelim1 and Prelim 2 is (drum roll...) 10! So happy :) Well, i must say my prelim 1 really pulled up my results to remain a 10 points. But my class position dropped to 3/39. Sian... But nevermind i shall give up my first 2 positions to all the muggers, if not they would hate me to the core as im not a mugger, and the worst thing is that i'm afraid they'll chase me around wanting to assault my with all their heavy textbooks just becuz i'm first. Ah well I'm being lame again... LOL. Level position which i don't care at all is 71/381. And there's something very special about my comments in my report book. Ms Krishnan says i have a mature outlook on life. I'm like 'Wow' when i see it. Lol she truely is observant. Anyways i'm just happy that it's a 10 in the end, and i'm gonna aim 8 in prelim 3. Shall mug hard next wk onwards. Lots of homework to do anyways... Usher tmr, looking forward to it :)

111th post

2008-07-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

nice number 111... this is my 111th post :) alright, some words before i sleep. I shall be studying for the weeks to come. Or rather ppl call it mugging. Alright. And this blog might rot along with my friendster lol... Shall try to dig out some time to update sometimes though.
Anyway a cold and lame joke before going. I just thought of it randomly when i i suddenly think of waterfall.

Ok here goes: Where will you see liquid stumble?
Answer: At the waterfall!!!

Ok, i just came out from the fridge i must say. Anyways hav a chilly good night everyone...

2008-07-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Alright I'm back once again... after few days of rest. Rest meant not doing anything except homework. Lol. Anyways today had been really a day spammed with a lot of subjects. Wednesdays are from now on the day with the most number of subjects in one day as compared to other subjects. I'd include Mondays in too. But nevermind, i shall endure the race. Dunno why i just suddenly have the vision in my mind of me stomping new places and new grounds. Lol. I might be missing DotA somehow or rather it's a God's vision :) Alright today played DotA in school. Yes in school's comp lab. Funny sia. But didn't manage to finish playing cuz everyone went to recess 5 minutes after game start. And becuz we took the QSE survey today, our recess is super early. And when recess started i was up in the classroom doing A Maths homework. Lol. And i juz realised something about what Mr Yong said is very true. Muz not work until u like have no social life like that. I agree cuz i dont want to study untill like a mugger liddat and in the end turn into a nerdy looking guy with thick black specs next time. LOL. Ok calculating the time left till 'O's, and also deducting away the weekends, i hav approximately 35 days to Prelim 3, 11 weeks to 'O's and 11 weeks meant 55 days left to study after taking out the weekends for slacking. And after dividing on approx. 8 subjects(some dont nid study), i've got around 6-7 days per subjects. Yes and that is a very worrisome figure for me and 'O's isnt like normal school exam which i can squeeze all knowledge into my brain 2 weeks before the exam itself.
Alright so today i manage to study 3 chapters of Chemistry today. Yes it's a good start i must say hahahh... Ah well, hopes tmr can study somemore. Yep, i shall stop here cuz it's time to sleep.

2008-07-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today is yet another tired day. But it's worth it :) So yea, today's BMT(B) 1st session. Yay! Alright its also known as OPS General Training since it's the first session. Alright the next session onwards its gonna be in different ministries le. Anyway got some bad news... This month is gonna be my last month serving in usher le. Confirmed last month. Aww im so missing usher... Lol... Alright for this month gonna give my very best. Yep, even in a new team(I'm now in Warriors liao), I'm gonna give my 100% or even 200% to serve my leaders and pastors. Usher rocks :)
So tomorrow's gonna be Homecoming Day in school. Yep, im going at 830am. Gonna go there slack as much as possible before going church. Ah well, hope this year will be better than last year... But anyway i doubt so even if they do import the pirate ship and some other rides into our school. Who knows anyway... Also, CHMA is also coming up... Haven't buy tickets yet lol. Hope when i buy still have left... Gonna go support Victor this year. Lol. See how funky he can get. Alright time to get some sleep. Goodbye.

2008-07-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

Ok, I'm back again. After going online on vmms, there's no cash event so very sian. Then watched Showdown and Whacked Out Sports. Lol. Thursday night shows r funnnn de. Alright so today's first day of official lessons. Yep, so there's banding in HCL and Maths class. Dunno whether there's banding in Physics and Chem. So far only heard from EY aka Hardogay! that every Wednesday the band 1 ppl(im in it :) ) will be doing other school's papers on Wednesday. Ok, so it'll be quite interesting somehow...
Ok, then today lesson with YuLin actually quite interesting. The lesson was somehow very interesting to me. Yep I'm starting to love HCL :) EL was somehow depressing for me. But the EL Oral exam marks brighten me up a little cuz im quite high in the class lol. Ok that's a lil bit random.
So after that there's Geog Elect. Disappointing i must say. Combined Humanities in the end only got 67 which is a B3 despite my SS getting 80% lehh... Sian-ed lorh. Alright so finalised L1R5: 12. Very disappointing. Deproved by 2 points. Sian-ed. I shall mug for Prelim 3 soon.

Oh yar. Just realised I've been taken down from usher liao. Haiz but i must say I'm really looking forward to my next usher duty sia. Yes and it's after my 'O' levels le. Haha now wat i'm glad is that i don't have to worry going which day for FOP le.
But well, serving in usher has really been a great great part in my walk with God. Well, words cant express my feeling now, but when you really experience it for urself, u'll know it :) But i shall try to express in words.
Well, i became an usher a month after i went to church, and that's like October 2006 liddat. Haha i still can remember being a blur blur guy in team Xcel, but Christopher was there to guide me. Haha i still rmb he's my 2nd IC last time haha. Well, i actually got to carry the pulpit becuz of my height haha. And that was a very interesting experience for me cuz if im not wrong i carried the pulpit on my first duty! Then I served in YWCA, Parkview Square and finally in SingPost. Yep, serving in different places, especially big ones like Parkview Square is a very enriching experience for me cuz the larger the crowd the harder to control and the more u stretch ur limit. You won't know your limit until you have reached your limit. Yep thats wat i believe in. And after that i stopped serving for a period and at November 2007, i went back usher and served in SingPost. Yes, a big place again. But nevertheless i soon got the flow and i manage to grow and slowly rise up to be a SL today. All the duties in SingPost were very memorable to me and that's the thing that keeps me going on cuz i get to serve God alongside with my friends and my leaders too :) I'm really looking forward to my next duty :) As long as i can serve in usher, i'm contented.

Alright so tomorrow's is our school strange day of not wearing school uniform to school. Yes it's an somehow interesting day. Gotta maple somemore before sleeping :) Mugging time starts next Monday :)

2008-07-03T19:47:00.002+08:00

Dunno why today so so so tired sia... Alright, the moment i reached home, bathed, after that did some weights training. And 60 sit-ups again. Maybe that must explain why its tiring for me lol. Alright, time for some events online... BRB.

2008-07-01T19:32:00.002+08:00

Surprisingly, this is my 105th post. Lol or rather more than 105 already cuz the previous times my blog encountered a problem and my 2006 posts had to be deleted lol. So alright, today is script check Day 2. Anyways today's a delightful day for me i realised. Got back Physics and I've got a 73 which is an A2. Not up to my expectation, but well havent add SPA yet so i dunno how much i'll got. Anyways, Physics Skill 3 is in 3 weeks time! Sian-ed. And it's the toughest skill of all. But well SPA is still practical in the end and im gonna get over it easily.

Then there's HCL which i got back. Then scores already know liao so it's a total waste of time. Plus, the stupid teachers ate our recess time. Now i feel so bad for using SS's time slot to go recess. I feel bad for the SS teachers who are so zhai and good lorh. The HCL teachers very inconsiderate. Simply inconsiderate. I'd say they'e inefficient too. Can't finihs checking script on time and used the reason to eat our recess time. I just wish i can send a lightning bolt to strike them all. But i shall be kind to forgive and forget. Sigh... Alright and LDW, our dearest LDW, hit ChunKit for sleeping or talking(i dunno, i think is sleeping), and the sound from the hit was so loud that WenXuan, who was sitting at the other end of the auditorium can hear it. When i saw it i was like thinking, "wa lao LDW, never die before issit, hit my friend till liddat, im sure something's gonna happen to ur bike after we graduate lorh." Yes and i believe strongly in it cuz u always will see unexpected things done by our batch. Yes we hav done a lot of unexpected things as a batch and the most significant being the Chinese 'O' lvls last year. Yep some of u got it, we broke the record of having no one having below B3 for chinese 'O's. Yep, our batch hav ppl getting D7, C6, C5. We broke the record which was held for like a long, long time already. And my class 4-4 was ranked the last for the chinese 'O's. LOL great and inspiring story it has been lol. And i rmb talking to Joshua on my way home yesterday that if the remainign cohort of HCL students for totally distinction for HCL, i think YuLin will scold herself smelly instead. Only cat high ppl noe wat that means. LOL.

So after HCL is SS and I've got a surprising 32/40 for the whole paper and its an 80%. Nice i didnt expect so high anyways. So my Geog Elect only nid a 70% for my Combined Humanities to get A1. :) happy sia.

Then it's EL again. Got back situational writing. Disasterous 18/30. Anyways im not worried for it cuz my L1 can use my HCL which is a B3. Hiahiahia. Ok, current score, L1R3: 8(inclusive of HCL,A-Maths,E-Maths,Physics). Hoping to put my both Humanities in and I'm expecting both A1 for both Humanities :))

2008-06-30T20:39:00.002+08:00

Alright, it's time to say something again... SOMETHING... Ok that's a bit the lame... Oh well...

So today got back results for a few subjects. Ok, i shall not say disasterous cuz my disasterous standard is quite high for others. Oh well I would say it's not up to my expectation. Ok, so HCL got B3, i'm super happy about that. Then English I've got 29.5/50 for the comprehension and summary. Oh well, hopes EL paper 1 goes well and i clinch an A2? Well that's gonna be quite tough for me though since my current EL marks which i achieved are around B4 standard. Then Chemistry I've got 68/100. Yes B3 and it's been a long time, or rather the first time I've got a B for my Chem. Irritating sia. A B for a subject which i liked. Oh well that's the consequence of not mugging hard enough. Then E-Maths A1, A-Maths A2. Disgusting lehhh! A-Maths gimme A2 only. Alright i shall admit that i crap throughout the whole A-Maths paper. Alright. Current L1R2: 6. I shall not take Chem into consideration cuz I hav full faith my Pure and Combined Humanities are gonna be As, or rather A1 muhahaha. Yes I've juz got the feeling that they're both A1s lol dunno why also... Alright nothing can be done by hoping. Shall pray and expect results tmr. Ok tmr gonna be another long day of script check.

I realise i really need to mug now! For my 'O's. Someone please call me out to study! If not my laziness will cause me not to study. Alright... Really gotta plan my time well and study hard. Countdown to 'O's around 13 days left per subject before the time for 'O' lvls first paper.

2008-06-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

Suddenly don't feel like chiong-ing maple sia. Haiz. Now watching Narnia: Lion,Witch and Wardrobe. Ok, so today was yet another interesting day but last day with Pastor Josh. Really up the faith in me. Not only that i love God, but i know that God loves me too. Alright, so tmr's gonna be checking scripts for a few days, hope it lasts through the whole week and no lessons. That's the best. Hope its a 12 points this term, im willing to give up my first place in class to others since they're so competitive. Lol. I don't wish to be taken into the fight for the best results in class. That's the last thing i want. Alright so hope everything goes well since my HCL got B3 which is a good start.
Ok so this is the start of the new term and 'O' lvls r creeping nearer and nearer. Frightening. But God assured me with a vision. And i'm gonna make sure it comes to pass! Yes with faith all things r possible :) Ok so time to watch Narnia again.

2008-06-28T21:46:00.002+08:00

Juz returned home for church :) Today was Pastor Josh preaching. Haha he's really cool i must say :) Never seen a pastor in skinnies. Haha but he's a Youth Pastor tat muz explain why. Anyways the next day's gonna be beautiful. Really impacted by Pastor Josh's word. Makes me feel like getting up from the passive state i'm always in.
I'm looking very hard now for a fiction book called The High Lord by Trudi Canavan. It's the third and last book of the Black Mage Trilogy written by the author. And it's very very very nice. Interesting story i must say. Ah well shall search high and low for it again. And i wanna buy a blazer soon. Ah well, if cant buy it in time shall borrow from Darryl since he's not on usher anyws hahahh.
Suddenly feel im very anti-social today. Didn't feel like talking much too. Ah well, but it seemed as though nothing is troubling me. Shall pray for it soon. Anyways i think that im really anti-social when im online. Lazy i must say. Well, i dont add ppl in my msn, blog, friendster and i just sit there wait for ppl to add me. Hahahh i think partly becuz it's 'O' lvls year n i dont want waste time online. And another reason is the online games which im playing which kept me away from the everything even when im online. Games r nice anyways LOL. And i think my keyboard losing battery liao. Press some keys some cant react. Mouse also lag a bit. Nvm shall replace till everything runs flat haha. Better not run flat halfway thru maple sia. Lol.
Ok shall go watch show liao...

2008-06-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

Tired. Came bak from chalet. Slept at 4am yesterday after a through-the-morning mahjong session with the rest. Finally learnt to play Mahjong properly i should say. Very fun game actually. I actually managed to 'hu' a few times too. So well the chalet was fun and all. We also celebrated LS's GF bday. Lol dam funny. Waited super long before they reach. Tiring day tat day lol. Anyways we spent our times playing games, hang around, arcad-ing, and going here and there, cracking lame jokes on the way. Yes i'm surprised how my brain works. I can crack a lame joke every now and then or whenever i see something. E!Hub was nice. Well this morning watched Spain VS Russia. Interesting match. Ended 3-0 Spain going to the finals facing Germany. All 3 goals scored after half-time. Pity cant get to cycle cuz like not much ppl too. Ahh well. There's gonna be another chalet in the year-end gotta call more ppl come. Might be getting Aloha Loyang. Ahh welll... Gonna play Viwawa Wahjong or chiong VMMS.

Melee- Built to Last. One of my favourite songs. Great lyrics. I simply love it.

2008-06-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

Tmr going chalet! Yay! Ah well today went gym and workout other than that quite sian. Ah well mapling these days too. Join me! at vmmaple.net. Lol its a server set up by Cat high guys :)

2008-06-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

Oh yar. I just watched You Don't Mess With The Zohan at J8. Two words to describe it: Extraordinary hilarious. I really n literally laughed out loud at some parts of the movie and I really understand why its and NC-16 movie. Cuz throughout the whole movie it's really NC-16 content. Sexual humor to be exact. And it's super lame! Great movie too and Adam Sandler really has great legs attacks. I admire that. Ah well the movie was great and funny, really funny. And Victor was like laughing dam hiong for some parts of it. So after that me, Victor, Aaron and Kevin we all went out seperate ways, literally seperate ways, cuz Kevin went MRT, Aaron walked home, Victor waited ofr bus at J8 side and i waited for mine at the opposite side. Lol. Oh well... Hilarious night it have been...

2008-06-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

WOOHOOHOO~! Exams are over for everyone(for cat high sec 4s hahh). I'm so happy for the ending of it cuz it meant the start of my nice nice 1 week break! Yes! Darryl is having his mid-yrs and I'm at home sleeping peacefully hiahiahiahia... Hmm wonder if brothers they all going to have chalet or not sia. Ah well its been a long time since we all go out together especially after POP. Brothers till the end sia.
Alright, so today was the Add Maths paper. Overall comment for the whole paper. Lame. Ah welll its not that lame anyways... It's just that the questions just seems so much and i mean a lot similar to the specimen paper which Mdm Ee gave us. And i'm like feeling so sleepy while going through the 'trouble' to finish it cuz it's so boring... Excpet for a few questions which I'm totally 'brain-stuck' during the exam and thus unable to solve it. So Add Maths rough gauge points that I'll be losing is around 9 marks and a lil bit more. So that means it's still an A1 except it isn't a 90+ marks.
So, today Higher Chinese results are released! And I've got third in class for the results. The first is HaoZe who got 75 and LinShan who got 71. And me third, and i've got 68. Yes, I'm third place becuz the first 2 of them are China ppl and of cuz their chinese is better. Duh... Ok with Higher Chinese to set off the pace, hope that i can expect good marks in the following subjects during script check the week after this coming week.
Ok, so tmr's gonna be ushering again. So fun. I'm gonna break my limits and grow. Yea. Cuz its both a priviledge and a responsibility to serve my leaders and Pastors. Alright time to go sleep soon cuz its gonna be an early day tmr.. Rest..

2008-06-19T18:41:00.002+08:00

YAY! Exams are finally over FOR ME! Hiahiahia. Ah well my target for Prelim 2 roams around L1R5 of 18. Hahh. Oh well i think i can get better than that though. But nevertheless im competing with Victor to get the second last place in class! Cuz the last place is reserved for Victor's favourite friend. LOL. Ah well. So yea after Monday, the papers after that were quite well. Chemistry instant 10 marks gone due to not being able to complete the last question. Geog Elect went quite well apart from the last 15min which i answered with PURE CRAP for the LORMs on foreign aid on LDCs. LOL. Physics 1 or 2 marks gone due to unable to finish some parts of a question. SS went well except for not being able to write the reliability for the usefulness question. And E Maths was nice nice i should say. Except! for the graph question which i realised the range must put equal to! Sian. Cuz the question say no loss made, not got earn profit. Sian!
Ah well no use brooding(not crying) over spilled marks(not milk LOL). So tmr is A Maths n i shall hav absolutely no problem with it! So yea tmr i must watch a movie to slack slack! Good good. I shall settle with You Don't Mess with Zohan since a lot ppl wanna watch it. Ah well so the next few movies to catch are Wanted, Never Back Down.
Never Back Down is interesting lehhh must watch deee... LOL. Shall go play game liaoo!

2008-06-16T21:40:00.003+08:00

This weekend had been great really. With all the impactful school seminar by Pastor Joakim. Really impact me greatly. I really hope that cat high can really grow with my batch gone. Cat High longevity shall carry on! Yea, and yesterday night I've been praying for Cat High too, and this afternoon Johncelin tell me that tomorrow there's gonna be cat high prayer meeting. I really pray that tmr their prayer meeting will really inspire them to carry on the revival for cat high! Yea! Alright, so on Sunday i was really depressed by the thought of today's paper, Higher Chinese and History. Well was really touched me was during the worship that day! Great is our God man! I prayed to Him and pressed in, and indeed He touched me back and assured me. Tears really literally welled up my eyes and i was so confident that today's gonna go well.
So yea, today was the two subjects. So Higher Chinese as always crapped through. Hope can scrap a B3 this turn hahaha. Ah well who cares about HCL anyways. Cat high HCL has dropped in standard and will always be there as long as our batch is there LOL. Oh well, so to History. Evaluation is a chore and i mean it! Sian-ness filled my face when i see that after i finish evaluation, i only had 30 min to do 2 SEQ! Structured Essay Questions! And I've broken my record of writing the shortest 13 marks essay ever! Zhai! 12 marks essay 1 page long, 13 marks essay 3/4 page long! Woots! I think i'll go mad sooner or later. But ah well, I've ensure i PEEL in every paragraph in the 13 marks essay. I should get a reasonable grade! Hope can scrape a borderline A1! Hiahiahia.
Ah well, the rest of the subjects don't need study liao! Except SS essays which i felt like half-giving up and Geog which i don't feel like mugging the textbook again. Ah well, off to watch Prison Break

Amazing Grace by Chris Tomlin. Great song. This was the song which touched me so deeply, ever since my first ever worship song. Volume must on max btw, cuz the song very soft...

2008-06-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

Ok, i've set my specific results for my L1R5 for my 'O' levels. Im praying for it everyday, hope everyone can pray for me too hahahh :) Praying specifically...

2008-06-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

I realised that when someone plays with you, you just gotta play along with them.
I recently did a mind reader test in U Weekly which was to determine my inner personality. Well, the question was to find out whether you are someone who will be easily vulnerable to people's criticism and attacks. Well result is that I'm a person who can't be bothered with people's criticism and I'm the type who is too lazy to be bothered with that and criticise the person back. Only when he/she gets overboard, will I turn around a send a counter attack. And in my opinion, my counter attack is a devastating one, seeing from my past experiences. Well, shall not talk about that anymore.
Alright, so today went to collect NDP Preview tickets from the place where this year National Day will be held. Ah well, having preview tickets are better than nothing. It's gonna be on 2nd August, which is a Saturday and i dont know whether it'll crash with FOP this year. Sian... gotta check out the date for FOP soon. Oh no!!! FOP is on 1st to 3rd August... Rawr... Hope that our church either go on the 1st or 3rd haha :) Ah well im gonna pray for it hehehe. Heard that this year FOp we're ushering too... interesting :)
Ah well... So after collecting tickets went to eat with my mother at Marina Sqaure. After that walked around. Sian all the shirts super expensive or i think i went inside expensive shops haha :P Quiksilver no sale, Topman got sale but jeans i like not on sale. Well, shall be patient and wait. As Alastair said, 'Good things must wait...' Lol i miss NCC suddenly sia. Ah well. Sometimes things must be put behind and carry on with life :)
Ah well, after the browsing of shops, went Royal Sporting House to buy a pull-up bar, which afterwards when i got home i dont have a place to put it without drilling holes in the wall. Sian! Ah well, saw 10kg dumbbells too, but i bought a 4kg pair yesterday le, well nevermind then. And also, I've finally bought The Novice by Trudi Canavan. Yep it's a fiction book, but too bad i like fantasy storybooks with magic in it haha.
So after that went bak to CityLink Mall and i bought a new pair of sandals hiahiahia. Those kind that's like slippers but with a strap behind. Today is certainly a harvest.
Yep, since yesterday i bought 4kg dumbbells pair, pull-up bar, The Novice, sandals. Total i think got around $200. I feel bad for spending my mother's money. But my mother always say i rarely go out with her so she don't mind. Ah well, but i'm gonna make sure i repay her when im working next time, maybe double the sum, or triple,quadruple or a lot alot of times more. I just want her to be happy next time :)) It's more blessed to give than received :) Yea. So well, Prelim 2 will be directly after school seminar this weekend. But i dunno why im looking forward to the end of the exam liaoo! I think im crazy le. Lol. I just keep having the feeling that I didnt study much despite studying for hours and hours. Sian. I think i shall chiong in the weekend too! With God alongside with me. My future school i shall also leave in His hand. But i have a vision that He wants me in poly studying the course which i always like, accountancy. Well, gotta brave through Prelim 2 first!!! Chiong ARR!

2008-06-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

Yeah so here i am blogging again... Ahh well today was the last session of BMT... Well it's a bit tiring cuz it's from 12pm-6pm. But with God, i went through it. Energised in the Holy Spirit hahahaha. Got my BMT (A) certificate too. So nice.
Well tmr's gonna cut hair n study and study and a lot more studying. Shall not play games tmr. Decided liao. And no more going online... Kinda hard for me though... Ah well shall try hard. Sian my phlegm n cough isn't getting any better... Ah well today is an eventful day. Gotta go sleep, tmr trim my hair n study liao...

2008-06-10T21:14:00.002+08:00

Wahh there's a lot of movies to catch this month!!!
- You Don't Mess With The Zohan
- The Incredible Hulk
- Kungfu Panda, which im gonna dig it out and watch online
- The Happening
Must catch all these liaoo muahaha...

2008-06-10T18:54:00.002+08:00

Lalala~ ok... few days of absence and here i am... Blogging again. Hiaz actually i don't have the mood as Prelim 2 is just next week!!! Sian. Somehow, i just don't feel the anxiety that i didn't study enough. I dunno why... Am I too contented with my prelim 1 results??? Perhaps it's time to seek God for answers. Yet, somehow i can feel an assurance inside of me that prelim 2 is gonna be alright. Strange strange.
Well im now cant be bothered to blog on the weekend in details, so one word to describe it - power-packed! Ok a weekend of Dr Che Ahn and Pastor Joakim is great. Well it's zhai zhai and even more zhai! Ah well, lost my notebook somehow... Dunno who took it lol... Ah well, gotta prepare a notebook tmr for BMT.
I'm currently down with flu and a lot, a lot, a lot of phlegm. I really mean a lot. Well, that explains why im lazy to do anything now. I've studied for more than 3 hours today i think. Well, gotta study even more! Prelim 2! Chiong arrrr!!!

2008-06-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

Lol. Just found out that Kevin-gorgor just banned me from the tagboard. Ah well. I can't blame him cuz recently I've been eating too much sour plume and what i said too him are very suan. Oh well. Today has been a great day too, going out with my mum. Lol Kevin actually very smart sia, thought i bluff him cuz i told him i'm going out with my mum, then he thought i going out with other people instead lol. I guess he gets a lil bit jealous sometimes, cuz i have a great mum! Hahaha. Well ky's gonna post on my tagboard his response to this post soon. I can bet 100% de. A person like him. Haiz. Well shall not go into details of my observation of him for the past years since sec 1. Ah well. Well just found out that actually missing out 1 whole question in an A-Maths paper can actually still give u an A1 grade or at least A2 grade. Interesting. My 'O' levels for both Maths are secured already. Just a lil bit more of distinction questions and I'm done. Well, time to concentrate other subjects too i think. I've mugged finished Chemistry and read through History South-East Asia Essays. Well, more to go. Gotta study!!! Prelim 2, I'm gonna get single digit. It's a goal I shall conquer!

Well, i've just found a video, Heart of Worship by Matt Redman. Woah the videos slides r nice too!

2008-06-05T15:17:00.002+08:00

Today was super waste time. Physics and Chemistry basically revised things which i already know. Sian sia. And what's more my EZ-Link spoil. Great man. The more i think about it the more angry im feeling. Wasted my money, wasted my time to go Card Replacement Office there, and get a reply which says, 'You card not spoil". Great. Not spoil means i can go up a bus to tap and i keep getting messages of 'ERROR Pls try again". And afterwhich i tap 10 times more and keep getting the same message despite taking my card out of my wallet. Great. Now i feeling like scolding all the vulgarities i hav in my dictionary. From all languages summore. And what i feel angry is that i've wasted my mother's time. Totally wasted her 3 hours which was meant to do something more productive. I've caused ppl to waste time. That's what i hate. I feel so great today. Can feel my own sarcasm going up another level. Great. Right now i just feel like breaking up my card and calling the replacement hotline in which i can get my card back with all the value intact in just 7 days later. Well, nevermind, my mum is gonna once again bring me down to Pasir Ris to replace my card. Irritating. I hate EZ-Link now.

2008-06-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

Just came back from BMT and Zone D Hangout. Haha today and yesterday was a really tiring day! Yesterday had Physics and Chemistry extra lessons in the morning, so had to go school first before going church. Well, Kevin made me feel dam pissed with him for his inefficiency. I must really say I HATE INEFFICIENCY. Yes, i really do hate inefficiency. I hate myself when I'm inefficient myself. Strange it may be seen, but inefficiency of oneself will affect others a lot a lot. That's why I'm a person who stresses efficiency as past of my life. Well, reached church at 1pm, and found out SOW ended at 1pm, so i rushed to church frm school was worth it cuz i made it on time. Well, after that left for East Coast. Played a few games then me, Nicholas Sim and Wen Jun left, cuz me n Nicholas had to usher, then Wen Jun dunno go where.
Well, revival night was very anoiting, the presence of God was there, everything was there. After that had our quiet time then watched a Chinese movie with Andy Lau, Zhang Xue You as some street fighters characters. Future Cops that's wat they're called.
Then after that was 2am liddat, and i went back auditorium clear up all the chairs n platform and all. Then went to Pre-School to sleep. The aricon turned to 5 degree Celsius. Super cold de lorh. Then around 7am woke up and decided not to go school after thinking or rather stoning for 30min. So slept till 10am. Lol. So after that was BMT. It was great in a sense. Refreshed my knowledge on the heart behind serving God. Well I'm looking forward to BMT B cuz it's usher time. Haha.
Well, I've just found out Elysia loses her way very easily sia. Lol. She got lost in East Coast Park and walked even further from where everyone was. Lol sian sia, i shuld have walked down to area E to find her. Well, in the end she joined everyone around 4pm + after i found her walking towards us a short distance away from where we're playing. Lol. When she reached it started to rain summore. Lol.

2008-06-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel like punching something. I wanna slam my fist on the cold hard wall now and shout "Leave me alone!". Dunno why i feel like emo-ing now. Troubled.

2008-06-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

Woots, this weekend was filled with lots n lots of interesting and impactful things. First up i's Pastor Tan's services on Friday and Sunday. I must say Friday service about adopting a family, friend or anyone is really impactful. That's actually how Pastor Cho's church grow too. Interesting. I'm gonna adopt my family soon. Although it's a slow process, but it's worth it. Pastor Tan really showed us how to evangelise even when we're on our own. Yea, and today service by Pastor Tan, 1 word "Zhai!". Lol Really zhai i must say, values to build to last.
Not missing out on Saturday's sermon by Pastor Lia, let no one despise your youth, that's the thing which touch me the most.
Well, was on ministry for the 3 days too, except Saturday was really on duty for Spartans. Well, Saturday was a mess for me. Had to take charge of the whole audi. Well, in my perspective, i kinda mess it up. 15 minutes before service B1 was still filled with not-filled-up seats here and there. Stressful sia! Well, by everyone's help, managed to fill up some of the seats. Disappointed with myself for not being able to fill up the whole of B1. But it's a lesson learnt! I shall do better next time. With each lesson learnt comes great experiences. Well, Friday there was ministry, so had to catch people. Yea, as there was not enough securities, i was told to catch. Haha caught 2 people, and it was a very great experience. Cuz i've never really catch anyone during ministry before. Now, i'm sure that i can catch people during ministry le.

Another stressful thing is coming my way. Prelim 2. Stress liao larh! And it's on the 16th Jun, which means I've only got 2 weeks to study before it comes! And to add fuel to the fire, I've haven't start studying yet! And to add even more fuel, there's a Zone Hangout this Tuesday, meaning much time for studying is gone! Hmm, my mother allow me to stay over for Zone Hangout, but I'm gonna make sure i really study when i can find the chance to. I can't push my luck like how i did for End-Of-Year last year. And that time, with just 2 weeks of mugging before the EOY, i've managed to luckily scrape a 10 pts L1R5. Really lucky. So I must not push my luck as Prelim 2 is sec 3 plus sec 4 work! I'm not worried for sec 3 work, cuz it's all in my brains, as i can see from prelim 1 which i didnt study that hard at all and i got 1st in class with L1R5 10 again. Lol. Funny thing is, whenever i don't study i get the same score. So now I must hake sure i study so that i can achieve my goal of getting a single digit for Prelim 2! Yea, it's a goal i shall conquer! With faith and actions!

My phone really gives my headache. The battery loose liao then the phone keep turning on and off. I'm gonna bring along my sister's old phone just in case my phone really die. Troublesome days.

Heard that some of the people i knew had went away from church. One of them was a friend who enter usher ministry the same time. We served in the same team. Although i did not serve with him together for a few months, but it's great to see him rise up to the same position with me when i came back to usher. It's really a pity to see leaders going off.

When the time for growth is coming, persecution and doubts come. It's just whether you are able to withstand it and brace yourself and endure through it.

2008-05-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

Lol today was a rather eventful but dull day. Had english oral exam in the morning. Screwed up! Sian, Concersation can't answer the second question. Super sian! Well, just hope that everything goes well. Arrgh. Mr Fernandez n Mr Ang my exam teachers some more.. Sian sia!

Well, dunno why there's so much things on my mind this week. Homework. School. Remedials. Church. God. Usher. Most importantly is usher, sooner or later im gonna be taken down for O Levels. Sigh. Wat an eventful period since the time I'm re-deployed back to usher and now i'll be taken down. Wat an eventful time. Really enjoyed all the times im in usher. Really. I can just see how much i've grown and how far I've gone. It's really a great distance yet, there's more distances to be conquered. I noe i can do it :) For God.

Well, time to play some game before going the sian sian chinese class again tmr. Wonder if i can pon tmr, there's only got a few classes only, might be hard to leave early.
Shall try and sneak my way out. Chinese is boring!

2008-05-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

Lalala~ Today was not bad, History remedial in the morning from 8.30am-10.30am. Well, I'm surprised I managed to stay awake throughout. I cant pay attention though, with my mind thinking all about the A Maths homework at home. Well, today so called completed the A Maths year 2000 paper 2 and year 2001 paper 1. Great time at home too, finished watching Lord of the Ring: Return of The King. Very nice movie indeed. Very very nice, with sometimes random scenes of Gimli fighting with Legolas about how many orcs or other monsters they had killed.

Dunno why these few days I have been thinking a lot a lot a lot of things. Above all, I realised I really nid to grow stronger in my faith. If I don't seek, He will not come.

Over me, the Rain is falling, pouring over me. I can see it now, the fragrance and the essence of my King. Pouring over me, giving strength to me.

Surrender.

2008-05-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

In The Jungle, The Mighty Jungle, The Lion Sleeps Tonight...

Yea, after a weekend of Red Rain, I'm so impacted. Whew busy weekend it has been too. Just enjoy the concert so much, hope that next year's one will come sooner! Yea, Red Rain is great! Haha the songs are so nice n all although Sunday there's a few minor problems. But well, everything was great haha. So nice. Haha.

Well today morning was morning lessons again. Gonna be this week and next week, everyday 8.30am till latest 1pm. Well, today was 1 whole full day of chinese from 8.30am till 1pm. Well, for me it's not exactly 1pm cuz i slipped off during 12.15pm! Haha. Just pray that I've never been found out. Well, english oral test is gonna come soon, and it's this Wednesday. Troubling sia. Not much practice. But i shall face everything with courage.

Suddenly, think a lot on surrendering. I think my life has been too filled with things that i neglect God a lot a lot. So here's my life O God, I surrender all. I worship You with all I have and all I am. I bring it to You. As I lift my hands, pour Your mercy O God. I'm always longing for Your presence.

I Surrender All - True Worshippers Youth

Sian, can't find Surrender All by Parachute Band, it's so nice.

2008-05-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

Went to YouTube and search for Weezer's songs... somehow it isn't that famous to have MVs. Well, i managed to find another video for their song. Enjoy! Weezer- O Girlfirend sang by Unlinke Honey in the vid.

2008-05-21T22:04:00.001+08:00

Just realised I've been very suan-ful these few days. Gotta make sure don't over-suan ppl so as not to hurt them. Haiz... i also realised sometimes i've over-suan-ed. Well, i've just gotta change! I'm getting lamer and lamer these few days too. Haiz, nvm being lame keeps me and the the ppl around me to be happy :) hmm being lame and happy seems to be a virtue to me :) random posts...

2008-05-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

Muhahaha backed by popular demand AGAIN, LOL, I'm here to update my blog haha. So today was a sleeping day for me in school. Well, chinese intensive as usual in the morning and well, Kevin keeps me awake most of the time with his annoyance. Ok, i must mention something sia, on Tuesday's lesson i realised our class Higher Chinese ppl even the China ppl, the chinese standard CMI sia. Super sian lorh! When Mdm Yu Lin call our class to make a sentence with a cheng yu(4-letter chinese phrases), nearly all can't do it, lucky Sebastian showed me the meaning of it then i made one which saved the whole class from standing up. Sian sia... make our class look like so useless lorh. I'm not trying to glorify myself but even the China ppl in our class can't even answer leh. It's like super irritating.
Well, put aside the chinese things then. Back to my favourite Maths, I'm happy to announce my A Maths paper 2 Test which i recently took achieved a nice nice score of 94% hehe. So happy. Well, my E Maths Paper 2 Test achieved 89%. E Maths always lower than A Maths. Very strange. By the way, for your information, Kevin so-called claimed that he will win me in my E Maths Paper 2 Test, as he took it later and so-called claimed that he know how to do all questions except 1 part of 1 question. Well, i really hope he can outdo me for the first time in the four years he is in the same class with me and also the fact that my score is only 2% lower than the highest in class for the test. Strange eh? If Kevin really wins me I'll really praise him. Lol, i might even write a source to glorify him and if it does appear in a Hisotry test someday, the student will write the purpose is bias and one-sided as it showed only the perspective which glorify Kevin with loaded words. Haha nicely put.
Well I shall not suan any more. Hmm, i think i shall load Iron Man sometime sooner to watch it.

Looking forward to Red Rain '08! Ushering for Saturday's Red Rain. Gonna be expecting a whole new experience of ushering :)

2008-05-18T22:45:00.002+08:00

Ok, backed by so called popular demand, I'm back to blog. Dunno wy I'm addicted to Weezer's songs now. Whenever, i turn on my MP4, the first music i hear don't like, i'll just press 'Next' until it's a Weezer song. Lol.
Alright, today ushered for service. Finally can usher after a few weeks never usher liao sia. Well, it was great generally. Dunno why i always feel the front part of ushering always is average only. The ushering of people and the settling down of people always like quite slow. But nevertheless, whenever after praise and worship, every front rows are filled. Maybe our strengths lie here haha. Well, today is a tiring day too. Especially after I've injured my right shoulder. Although it's not an obvious injury, but whenever i used strength it'll feel like a spear piercing through. Very pain. That's why i try not to carry too much chairs today.
Well, tmr's gonna be an outing. Hope it's gonna be a great but not too tiring one. Gonna be going to gym with Benny tmr in the morning first too. Wahh.. I'm actually seeing a tiring day oncoming liao sia. Gotta sleep early liao!
Well RedRain's gonna be an exciting day too! looking forward to it.

2008-05-11T09:26:00.002+08:00

After 3 days of tiresome day, or so-called tiresome day, my job as a backstage crew in CH Musical has finally ended. Woots! Well, basically as u all can see we get 2 points in our CCA records for absolutely FREE! Well, bascially our job scope in being the backstage crew was to sleep in our own room more than half the time throughout the whole thing(rehearsals and actual performance), playing PSP in our room and most importantly slipping off quietly the intant the rehearsals ended or the performance ended. Well, can't blame us as we deeply remember our dearest Mr Yong's teaching, 'Be the last to reach and FIRSt to GO'. Yes precisely that's wat we had executed the last few nights, slipping off quietly from Victoria Theatre.

Lol sounded like a report. Ok, i still super tired despite doing not much things for past few days. Well, i've enjoyed past few days actually, got to know more about the batch that's taking our us soon. Their habits, their pervert-ness, their vulgar-ness. Well can't blame la. that's our our CCA is like.

Red Rain is coming to town. Gotta call everyone along lol. Well it's just gonna be a great concert. It's great, greAT, GREAT!

Alright time to go n play some game haha.

2008-05-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

Today is a very nice nice day. However, the first half of the day is unbearable. Double Maths plus History, dunno why felt like sleeping sia. Super tired! Surprisingly, my A Maths Paper 1 got full marks. Well thanks to Jeffrey for that 1 mark he helped me with -_-" But today Mdm Ee's reward is my favourite! Wasabi beans! Muhahaha. I simply love any snacks with Wasabi :) Lol the funny thing is Josiah and Victor eat until cant take it sia. Ok, as i was saying the boring 3 periods of theory really bored me and Josiah asked me half-way during Maths was next lesson, and i said History, then he gave me the expression of "Wah, can't take it liao sia." Lol even i felt like sleeping and i was yawning throughout Physics which was the period after Histroy and the period before recess. Sian i guess the early sleeping last night didn't help.
Tdy morning also had Comprehension test. Lucky no summary if not i think i'll sleep after completing the Compre questions and vocabulary. I do hope my marks will be good.
So tomorrow is gonna be Unarmd Combat rehearsal. From morning all the way till 10pm supposedly and it's at Victoria Concert Hall or Theatre(i not sure). So it's gonna be a good day there tmr and not studying for the next 2 days due to rehearsal really worries me about the amount of homework oncoming. Really worrisome sia.

I realised that my passion for God needs to be stronger. I have to concentrate of Him more.
I am so looking forward to ushering on 18 May :)

2008-05-04T22:31:00.003+08:00

Woots i love my new desktop. Simply love it. But God is whom i love most hahaha. Well, i finally managed to connect to my internet connection! After 2 days of waiting lol. Well, i've got the connection means all the update must be get going, and yes im updating my computer now. And there's like 2 major updates here, windows defender and norton. Well, i dont think im gonna use norton for long cuz it's a simply sucky anti-virus program. Too sensitive i'd say.
Well, the wireless keyboard and mouse are gonna be a problem as i've got to replace the battries every now and then! It's so costly lorh! Waste of money sia. I think im gonna change to wired mouse when the battries of my mouse become flat.
Really hope to be able to go do BM tmr! I think i can. Juz gonna pray for it. I juz noe that God will make the impossible to become possible.

Suddenly i'm thinking of something now. Just reflecting of the things in the past. It's really a big difference to wat i'm now. My first visit to church was September 2 2006, slowly gradually i become radical for God. However, even when i became a leader, i wasn't a strong person, my faith wasn't strong. So i fell. But my leaders were there for me. They held me up. Slowly and gradually again, God grew me bak to where i was, i also made sure that my weaknesses would not be my pitfalls again. I shall run the race and keep the faith. The day when i went back after i fell was June 2007. When i went back to church, there i promised God, never to turn my back on Him, never again. Right now, i just want to serve God with all my heart. Just simply serve Him. Like in a service, as long as i'll be able to usher, i'll be able to set chairs, i'll be able to give out the offering envelopes and collect them back, i'm satisfied. Just being able to serve God, my pastors, my leaders, and the church is the cry of my heart.

Whew... long post haha. Really hope to be able to go BM tmr. Yea, time to sleep if not my mother scold me tmr cant wake up. Bye.

2008-05-01T21:19:00.002+08:00

Just came home from dinner with my parents after going for AI Conference in church. The conference was powerful. Really. Pastor How's sister, Yeo Mui Sang was there to share her testimony. The things she went through last time and how successful she is today really is a big difference. And it makes me more convicted that God really touches lives in a very different and powerful way. Really really hope and I'm praying now that my computer which will be delivered tomorrow will come the moment i step into the house, because if it comes early then I'll be able to go church and do usher for AI conference! Really really am praying for that man. I really want to serve in usher tomorrow. I know the AI conference tomorrow is gonna be as powerful as today's even though I've only attended 1 session of today's.
Well, tomorrow's gonna have Maths Test again. Everyday is test. Makes me dread going to school. But I'm gonna make sure i get good scores so that i won't have to worry going anywhere :)
Praying that my History Test will go well. Most of all praying that I can usher tomorrow!

2008-04-25T20:04:00.002+08:00

Today is Higher Chinese Mock Exam. Well, feel that it's a fairly easy paper. Well, i hope to do very well for the paper.
I WANT GO WATCH MOVIE BEFORE APRIL ENDS! I've got a $2 off ticket for GV and i can't seem to spend it off! Sian sia. Anyone want to go watch a movie???
Ok, so tmr's the time-wasting Chinese lesson again... 8am-10am. Well, i dont think i'm bringing anything to school since i'm not going church tmr and i'm gonna spend time at home with my mum :) hope that we can go out eat sushi hehehe. Or even use my $2 ticket off muhahaha. Well, tmr i'm gonna go cut hair. Wonder how my hair will turn out though...
Ok, Sunday'll be ushering. So looking forward to it. I could say that I'm in love with ushering. Not because I'm a SL but it's the time where i could serve my God :) and also, impact the lives of other people :) Ushering People into Their Destiny. People must be impressed by our works and the things we are doing! Also collecting usher schedule on Sunday. So looking forward to the duties in May. Right now, i'm thinking of why i love ushering so much. Well, one reason i can think of now is that i enjoy serving God and my pastors and leaders. I enjoy ushering people to their seats, i enjoy giving out offering envelopes and collecting them. I don't know why, but i enjoy doing all things a lot. It's just like a passion.
A Passion To Serve Wholeheartedly.

Holding Back,But Missing You...

2008-04-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

Woah finally completed all my work to be done for today. Muhahaha, I've finally mastered the habit of completing assignments as soon as i can, so that my weekends i can enjoy without a guilty conscience :P Lol. But the feeling after completing homework is always great. You'll feel relaxed, you'll feel like spending the next few hours only on games and nothing else. Hmm, so today was assembly day. And after assembly, i called to join a group formed by Mr Heng. It's a group for the weaker Enlgish students. Well, I'm actually surprised to see a few zhai people from the triple science classes too. Perhaps I'm not a hopeless case afterall. Well, I'm really beginning to love the languages. Higher Chinese and English i mean. Lessons are fun when you view it from a fun viewpoint. Haha. Well, time for dinner, gotta go slack slack. I think i shall play Pokemon Pearl on my NDS emulator. Lol.
Hmm i'm getting my 4GB MP4 soon :)

2008-04-14T21:24:00.004+08:00

Woah another week has passed... and now it's the start fo another week. Well weekends have been rather busy. Saturday was service and Sunday was well, a bit unfruitful day for me. But well, in the end i still ended up in church on Sunday surprisingly... Lol. So today was rather tiring day for me. All the lessons n all. Well im starting to like English somehow lol. Ok, so today it's a nice day hope tmr will be better. Hope Sunday will be able to go to CHC haha.
sometimes somethings r just hard to say out. it seems better to have covetousness and than being impatient.

2008-04-09T21:25:00.002+08:00

RAWRRRRRRRR.... Dunno why i suddenly feel like punching something... ARRRGHHHH... Well, i've just finish doing all the 5 Mindmaps and the extra Home essay mrs ling want me to do. I wanna let out one big roar of relief! *RAWRRRRRRRR*
Arrgh. but i now still have one thing left undone. And I suddenly feel so useless! I've actually doing something which is overtime. ARRGH!!!!!! I'm so frustrated at myself... I shall pray that next time i will handle all things and make sure everything run according to schedule! Haiz. today isn't a nice day for me despite competing loads of homework. Haiz.

2008-04-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

Right now I'm feeling tired after completing two chinese li jie wen da from the practice book. Well, today is the first day of the week n i received so much already. Fantastic. So the current homework to be done are as follows: 1 English Essay-Home, 5 Perspectives Mindmaps(which im gonna juz scan thru it once and crap all about it), and lastly 3 paragraphs on metaphors. Well, the essay and metaphors paragraphs are due to my english being weak. Well, only have myself to blame then. Boring... The 5 mindmaps are most troublesome, to be handed up next week oso. Lucky I chiong-ed E-Maths during SS today. If not i'm gonna have a hard time. Hmm i think i shall do my mindmaps now since i have time.
I'm picking up speed for Prelim 2. It's another obstacle to conquer before 'O' levels and i know i will knock it down. Praying for L1R5: 10 again, since sec 4 subjects r now inside. Gearing up~

2008-04-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Haiz these few days my laptop spoil... dam boring lorh... Ok, so today was CG. But quite tired though. Cant concentrate that much. But still learn things lorh.
Well, as i've said, im gonna post on a certain person. And Victor and I call him 'Dam Ass'. Well that person really is 'dam ass' as the name goes. I really really cant tolerate him suan-ing ppl and waste just half a period just to suan ppl and pick on ppl, doing all these in the name of 'making them remember wat they're taught'. Well, time-wasteres still r time-wasters. Especially those whose actions are intolerable, i just cant stand it. That's y im sitting down as i type tis post. *Cold wind blows* ok random.
Well, I juz hope to complete my 'O' lvls and get out of Cat High ASAP. It's not the school that sux, it's just that i hate the system it's running in. School system are like poo poo liddat. I just don't like a few things. Well, but some teachers r very nice like our dear Mr F. Haha no insults meant. I like kind teachers and i'm sure many ppl do. But irritating teachers just make students hate them, despise them. Well, i can name a few too, but i shall speak life.
Ok, time to go read 2 more History essays on WW2 before going to sleep. Dunno whether wan watch Heroes season 2 episode 1 or not leh... Lol. Bye

2008-03-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

Lol... I've just did a quiz as mentioned from WenXuan's blog. OMG! It really seems to be describing me after taking the questions lorh!!! Wah seh... So here goes the results:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Lol. So tmr's gonna be CG. Yea it's gonnabe fun i guess lol. Time to go earn some money in RO already. Bye

2008-03-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

Ah yes... Today was flag day. Rawrr... It's a waste of time. Ok, basically, went to collect the donation bag at Plaza Sing early in the morning at 9am. Actually met YC halfway walking up frm MRT to Starbucks. Ok, there was a lot of people from a lot of different school sia.
Ok, after collecting, headed back to school with YC. Ok, everyone from 4-4. Ok, not everyone. Out of the 14 HCL ppl in our class, only 8 turned up. For the HCL lesson. Lol. I shouldn't have been there. Waste of time, even if it's different teacher. Utter waste of time. I should have followed Kevin at went to slack with them at PS Macdonald. So nevertheless, me and Josiah came out after lesson and headed down to Toa Payoh to find Kevin Yeo. At first thought all the 4-6 people are with them. In the end I only found Kevin and HaoZe pathetically two of them, sitting together in BK to play PSP. So me n Josiah went to collect money. Stupid Josiah KS my favourite spot. In the end i had to finish slower than him. But i have to admit Josiah's cuteness(somewhere or rather) managed to charm the old aunties into donating to him. LOL.
Ok, so colelcted the money then headed down to Dhoby Ghaut to play LAN. Ok, i have kept to my promise. NO LAN BEFORE 'O' LEVELS. Well, i did not play but instead i watched them play. Smart people's way of enjoyment. Lol. So in the end, me, Kevin and Jeffrey went to return our bags at 5pm liddat. It was raining super heavily. After that went home to slack slack since my homework are all done :P
Ok, tmr's is service and i'm so looking forward to it. It's gonna be great cuz Easter is great haha! Ok, time to play some RO :)

2008-03-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Suddenly realised there's no time to do homework... Troublesome... Nvm... Shall pray about it :)

So today when to school. PE is now badminton Mr GohKY teach one. So kinda fun actually, since the last time i played badminton was ages ago. Really long long time ago. So, after that was normal lessons. Lucky my Hisotry SEA essay test passed, dont need to take re-test. Well, currently there's only an English essay for me, and a English mindmap. Well, I'm gonna finish it. Cuz no choice lol.
Well, Easter is gonna be super fun in church. We're gonna be taking in arcade games, air hockey, play pool 8 ball or 9 ball de. Then there'll be new foosball table. Wah long time never play foosball liao. So a lot of things will be there. Hmm anyone interested can call me or leave a message. It's gonna be super fun. I think the whole church will be turned into an arcade of some sort. Lol. Anyone interested?

Ok, tmr's is usher day :) Yay i love usher. Report at 11am. Really early. Now it's 4 hours before service sia. Interesting leh. Well, tmr is gonna be a great day, cuz it's the first day of the Easter weekend, and it's Good Friday!

Time to go... to sleep... Zzz...

2008-03-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight, it ends tonight...

Haha this is one of the lyrics of one of my favourite song, It Ends Tonight by All American Reject. So today was Chemistry and A Maths tests. So, surprisingly, I thought Chemistry tested on Air. Well, it the end it seemed that I got worried for nothing, cuz i only know everything about carbon monoxide only. Not sulphur dioxide and CFCs. Well, in the end the test was relatively simple, just like WenXuan had posted haha. So afternoon was A Maths test. Test on turning points and Maximum and Minimum problems. Well, as again I didn't study at all, but all I did was last minute question Marcus and Warren and learn from how the problems are done. Well, surprisingly AGAIN, i did the test so easily. Well, maybe partly becuz i was thinking of doing it fast enough so that I could go for meeting with Dominic in church. Haha, the questions suddenly seemed so easy to me, and i did the test with only 40 minutes from 2pm. Interesting... I didn't know i could chiong so fast. Lol.
Ok, btw yesterday was History test. I absolutely forgotten everything. I also didn't study that much. Well, i've only got myself to blame. Haiz. Well, hope i can still score with all the crapping I've done for the 2 essays in 45 minutes. Sian.

Ok, so the meeting with Dominic was a very interesting one haha. I dont know why i'm stuck with the words 'Interesting', 'Surprising' to describe things. Haiz. Well Dominic really taught me a lot today. Really learnt a lot from him today :) I actually didn't know he's out of NS le. Wah, when he is in NS all the days are commited to NS sia... Haiz, this make me resent it even more. Haiz. But NS is a process to go through. With God, i can do all things :)

Haha. Ok, so Firday's gonna be a great day! Cuz it's called Good Friday hahahaha! Well, I'll be ushering also. I'm so looking forward to it :)

2008-03-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

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So today was training, well basically it was a last training... sad sad thing to say... haiz... i'll be missing my part Bs... really.
Well, so i didnt went to take the part Bs for drill today... haiz dunno y... juz dont feel like it. Hmm... NCC has been really fun. Well, i must say the most of the fun was my Part Bs... Haiz... It's just sad to leave...
Well, after training we ordered Canadian Pizza! 6-2-4-1-0-2-4-1 Get 2 pizzas for the price of 1... Lol. So 10 people eating 4 pizzas, each with 8 slices. In the end left 2 slices. So u wanna noe how we deal with it? We played Blackjack! muhahaha. So the first round was won by Alastair I think... sian my brain fails me... poor memory... Ok, the second round was won by none other than... ME! hahaha actually thanks to Bryan, who got the card in front then the next card i drew let me zhun zhun get 21 hiahiahia... So being a generous person as i always have been(no comments please), i let my brother Bryan get a bite as he covered me hahah... then i let those who want to eat have a bite too.
Well, today i learnt to play Bridge! Wahh sehh its super fun lorh... I prefer Bridge over DaiDi... Well, i don't play money of cuz...
So tmr's my cousin's wedding... celebrating it in the afternoon. Well, gonna be kinda rush, cuz hav to go directly after the STUPID-AND-TIME-WASTING HCL LESSON. AND I MEAN IT IS TIME-WASTING. ABSOLUTELY. Well, too bad we're FORCED to go anyway... Cuz we were FORCED TO SIGN a so-called FORCED-CONTRACT JUST BECAUSE WE GOT A STICKY B3 FOR OUR 'O' LVL CHINESE. And im very angry over such despicable methods the teachers from the Chinese department use lorh... It's super irritating...
Ok, that's the end of my ranting... But all the above mentioned are facts and are really happening in Catholic High. If you want to have a taste of it, go and study in Catholic High then take the 'O' Lvls Chinese and get a B3 grade for it. And u'll know wat happens afterwards.
The abovementioned are sad facts and are happening. Well, too bad I'm in this school, but i should count myself fortunate for being able to study HCL despite signing the contract. But it makes me like a hypocrite as i had to act enthu during HCL lessons to get a good impression that i'm a hardworking student.
Ok, time to sleep sleep... Zzz...

2008-03-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~ ok so today had physics and chemistry remedial. So sian! Do paper only, never go through, what a waste of time. Shuld have stayed overnight at CG chalet. Haiz. Ok, so yesterday was chalet, well, it rained and rained and rained and rained and rained and rained and rained. Basically, we stayed inside the chalet becuz of the stupid RAIN! SIAN! Haiz... Well, anyway we played ice-breakers, well yeah, we took turn breaking big pieces of ice hahaha... cold sia... Ok, we played two truth one lie game, we played Twister! Twister is fun, although sometimes our position looks quite wrong... LOL...
So played UNO, but it's Barbie UNO. Kinda fun actually. I love Trade Hands. Muhahaha... Darryl irritating sia. don't let other people win de... Next time don't play with him liao. Well, so we kinda had indoor barbequeing... The fire kinda hard to set up, but thanks to MingHan, our pro fire starter, we get to start the flame on. Well, it was fun in the chalet although it was indoor. So me n Benny left at 11.15pm liddat, had to get home. Cuz today morning had lessons(which i didn't noe tat it'll be a waste of time). Well, today chiong finish all the homework! Woot!
Ok, so tmr is training in the morning then afternoon go church till BM time :) haiz sian cant do ushering for PGSM event... anyway, my flu hasn't get any much better. SIAN la!

2008-03-11T09:36:00.002+08:00

Woohoo. So fast it's Tuesday. 2 days down for the March Holidays. Hmm, I won't call it a holiday anyway since it's not like a holiday to me at all. And I've got sore throat and flu! Sian bo!? Hmm, I think i drank too little water on the previous 3 days of ushering bah lol.

Well, yesterday mostly stoning at home to do homework. And at night my father surprisingly brought me and my mum to Orchard Paragon to eat Ding Tai Feng. So ate a lot of xiao long bao, siew mai and zha jiang mian(a kind of noodle with nice nice sauce haha), so ended up eating $90 for a meal. Costly sia. After that went to see doctor. Wah seh got slight fever sia. Sian. Well today feeling much better le. But now super sian. Holiday homework cant do due to my notes and everything still stuck in the school locker! Sian. Well, haven't eat breakfast yet also. Haiz dunno wat to do now sia. I think I shuld play some games now.

Off i go...

2008-03-06T19:37:00.002+08:00

Hiahiahia... I'm so sian today arhh... So siannnn so siannnn... Today classes were slack slack, english go through essay, maths go through tests, chinese go through Gong Han and physics finished current n electricity. Basically nothing can be compared to the most sian time of all, PE. It rained and rained so in the end, nothing at all for PE. At first had hoped for 2.4km run. But well, the weather didnt change.
So after school went to gym with WX. Wahh, 2 months nvr go like all the muscles dam weak already sia! Did a lil bit of biceps workout and feel tired within first 30min. Haiz. Lacked of training really left me weak. So we did for one hour and then went home le, cuz today quite a lot of people. And whenever I want to do a machine, people would usually use it for dam long time. Sian.

So tmr's Bible Study again! Yay! I'm ushering oso. So tmr gonna leave training early. Hope to be able to play so soccer with the rest before i go, but it seemed i have to leave early to report for usher. Well, the whole weekend I'll be doing usher. Might be doing Sat's bible study too. And lastly on Sunday. Woot! It's gonna stretched me like mad. Haha.

Sports Night coming in 3 more week's time. It's gonna be a fun night. Lol. Well, time to go n makan dinner. Slack slack time liaoz...

2008-03-04T21:34:00.002+08:00

Time flies... And suddenly it's Tuesday. Haiz... Sian all the lessons suddenly seemed so boring... I just hope to sleep throughout school, but I can't get to sleep lol. So well today's the double chinese day.. Well, whole 2 periods on one homework. Well, I loved it that way. Do one thing at a time won't stress up my mind. Well, tmr might have extra lesson for chinese. Well, at first Wednesday is a non-language day, however, chinese deciding to butt in. I would call it an interloper(yes, i've mugged the vocab book). Well, today's vocab test was screwed. The whole antonyms section i answer all in synonyms. Zhai right? In the end out of 20 for that section itself i've got 4 marks only. Great. In the end only got 68/100. But i told Mrs Ling ive got 70/100 cuz my maths failed at first. Lol.
Well, so Physics and Chemistry spa skill 1 and 2 are past now. Finally. So well, skill 3 the most tough one is coming. But dunno when lol. Well, today slack at home after school. Cuz no homework(to be done by tmr) today. Well, having a rest some days is good for health :) Well, time to sleep once again. Zzz... sian i feel so fat sia. (bw will surely tag: "you are already fat liao. dont need to think." Lol)

2008-03-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

Woah so fast four days passed liao sia... So fast... Just like the blink of an eye. It's morning now, and so saturday is yesterday. Well, yesterday morning had chinese remedial again... So sian lorh... LDW is a boring old man... Haiz... Well, so after chinese then chiong to church for usher! Reached at 10.30am liddat then when to change in the end took till 10.42am. Well, must hasten up my changing speed next time. Well, today's ushering for bible study hasn't been that good for myself. Offering i done something wrong. Haiz. Partly my fault for not asking WeiJie exactly what I shuld do.
But the rest go one quite smoothly. Then after that was service. Service today was great, make me know what are the things to have to carry on my walk with God.

Live, Learn, Lead. Above all, LOVE.

I must now learn to be someone who gives love. Cuz without love, nothing can be done greatly.

Yea, so for Friday and this afternoon before service, had bible study of Eschatology!
Woah cheem eh? Well, Pastor really preached a great great message. Made me noe even more things on the End Times and the signs of the 2nd Coming much much more than reading the bible on my own. I am just simply attracted to End Times. It's really great and impactful man.

So yea its time to sleep... Zzz...

2008-02-26T21:32:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyoyoyo... i dunno how to start the post but with Yoyo-s... ok that's lame... So last two days hasn't been very fun, well sec 4 life isn't meant to be fun, is it? Well, currently have an English compo and chinese work due by end of the week... So sian... Well today have an E Maths test also, well very easy actually, thought it's gonna be like some hard questions. Well, so either it's on Monday or yesterday, I've just know that for the first time in my secondary school life, I've clinched first position in my class. Surprisingly i must say. I only study the week before prelim. Well, I must say 10 is not a satisfying score for me(i'm not trying to be suan-ful), I must aim even higher, a singl digit like 8 liddat, so that i can get into the school that I want. Sometimes challenging situations can make people strive for higher or better goals so as to secure the goal. Well, that's kinda like my motto for this year.
Well, I'm now currently in relax-ing mode actually, after the prelim 1, hmm my chiong-ing time is after March holidays. I'm now looking forward to the oncoming chalet in the hols. Yay! Can use the time to relax and play. Can also use the hols to re-energize and chiong for Prelim 2 in June! Well, time to go... muz sleep sleep liao.

2008-02-22T23:50:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo... So today is training time... Well, today people still sing happy birthday to me, still wish me happy birthday, and many more... Haiz but i'm sian of it liao... 1 day is enough le. So today training was very hot. Did rifle drills, foot drills and after that PT time slack here and there with the Part Ds. Heard there were 3 kittens in store summore, dam funny, i at first thought the sound is someone make de, then in the end when i taking drills outside, someone told me that it was 3 kittens. Lol. Then after that YC say it's sent to SPCA le. Wahh nvr see the cute(i presume) kittens sia... Well, after training went to makan with the rest, ate Macs, so called celebrate my birthday, at first want to treat me Cafe Cartel, but i did not want my brothers to spend too much. So some of us went Macs some went KFC. Segregation is the word to use this time. Well, so everyone went home after that.
So now is time to sleep, tmr still got the troublesome LDW HCL remedial... very sian... i dunno what we'll be doing la... i think it's gonna be a sian lesson, 2 hour summore... 8am to 10am!!! SIANNESS. after that still got physics... well next week having O lvls chem and physics spa liao... very sian... nvm shall sleep. Zzz...

2008-02-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

So today's is Cross-Country at Bishan Park. Well, kinda fun actually. So reached there somewhere around 7.30am... Well, i was hoping that everyone would be queuing up to take attendance when i reached there, but well, inefficiency is the best way to describe the cause of the many people here and there disorganized. So in the end, the first competitive race started off around 8.30am if i'm not wrong... Well, the mass run was fun, running along with Lin Shan. Well, I pang seh-ed Zheng Feng whom i at first said that I wanna bunny-hoped the whole race with. Well, their pace is not for me, so i decided to go on... Well, managed to complete the race and get 1 point for Noel house. Well, the Edward house were very hiong before the final announcement results. Well, surprisingly, Edward house, despite winning so much individual competitive race for the lower sec, they finished overall 3. Well, Noel surprisingly wasn't last, despite only having received awards for the upper sec competitive race. Kinda funny lol. So Phillippe clinched the overall champion for Cross-Country. Well, can see Mr Quay not giving up on the house, cuz there's still a Sports Night coming on.
So for all the Joseph-ians, good luck for Sports Night, if possible let Edward finish last LOL. Just Kidding.
So after the X-country, went for a movie with DongHui, MengLong, Kevin, and many others. Watch L Changes The World. So basically, being a reader of the whole Death Note comic series, well I'd say that this movie is to cover up the deleted part in the previous 2 movies of Death Note. Well, the movie brings in Near, who is L's descendant. The movie is actually focused on L cracking yet another case, which is to destroy mankind again, just like how Light Yagami wanted. So the appearance of Ryuk and Misa is only 1 scene, dam funny, might as well not have them the movie is still the same.
Well, tmr is training time again... Sian... The thing i that makes me dread going to training is the guai lan people... tau pok me nvm, but better not have whipped cream sprayed on me, i will fan lian or literally take my face up and turn it around. Ok that's random and lame... Shall stop here.

2008-02-18T17:09:00.003+08:00

Lalala... Today has been a good day. Lol don't know why so high in my spirits today. Haha. Well seems that I've got mood swings pretty often... but most of the time I'm happy so that's a good thing. Well, today's higher chinese lesson has been another wasted period... LDW is so obsessed with disciplinary work that our lesson is disrupted. So in the end only went through 1 composition which we wrote last week. So today was our first lesson with our new teacher. Well, to me Mrs Ling is quite known to me cuz she was my project work teacher when I was in Sec 2. Well, I must say she teaches english rather well. I shall not make comparisons with Mr Tan cuz he's a great teacher too. So today got back the summary part of the comprehension. Woot I've got 17/25! Nice nice! Lol. So I've managed to pass the whole Paper 2 for English. Good grief! Well, basically I'm quite happy that I've achieved good results for this Prelim 1. L1R5: 10 :) I'm not quite satisfied, but not fully. Man must always strive upwards. Well, I'm glad to get this score, but I hoped for an even better score. Overall it's great I didn't deprove :P
So here's the results so far: Higher Chinese B4, English unknown, Chemistry A1, Physics A1, A-Maths A1, E-Maths A2(my class has the symptom of getting better results for A-Maths that E-Maths), Pure History A1, Combined Humanities unknown.
Well, the basic components for L1R5 are out, so if my Combined Humanities got A1, my L1R5 will be 9 instead. Must pray haha.
So I've also been looking forward to my birthday on Wednesday. Heard from Bryan Wang he want give me something sia. Lol. Better not give me tau pok. So this week I must be cautious of everyone especially the NCC(Land) people who loves to tau pok the birthday boys. Perhaps I should skip training this week. I think my Part Bs would want to tau pok me as well(I could sense the evil aura coming from them, especially ZhengYee). Lol.
Now I'm at home with nothing to do. Absolutely nothing. Homework all done.
Btw, Thursday is Cross-Country, but at Bishan Park(does that even count as a place for CROSS-COUNTRY? Weird decision the PE dept had made sia). So that also means it's a day off. Perhaps I could catch an NC16 movie right after that.
Time to go... Sleep perhaps... Many people call me a pig, well sometimes that's true. Haha

2008-02-13T22:10:00.005+08:00

Feel so stress suddenly... Haiz... So tired... I just finished my Geog Elect exercises... Sian la... I'm feeling very very very sian... Haiz...

I'm feeling so low... I'm listening to Here I Am To Worship. It's quite nice lightens up my mood somehow. It's a nice song. Haha.

Very nice song. I quite like it. It seems like I'm talking like broken sentences. No connection liddat. Cuz I'm like half-asleep now. I feel sleepy. A lot of homework just now. Did for hours till now.

I'm feeling very sian now. I feel troubled.

I suddenly see myself doing things for the sake of doing things... study for the sake of studying... doing homework for the sake of doing it... sometimes my spiritual life seems like that too. I dunno wat to do... I feel like a machine sia... I just wish so much that I can cut off the things that seemed to be tying me down, just like weights pushing me back to the floor... I just wanna escape...

Perhaps I'm entering a stage of emo-ness now... I beginning to feel that people should just leave me alone... again...

2008-02-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Time past very fast... And it's nearly one week since I last blogged. Time flies... And my birthday is once again very near... And once again I'm one year older... But people would be wishing me HAPPY birthday, so that means I must be HAPPY. Ok, that's a bit lame. Ok nvm... Hmm, I wonder if I'll receive any big presents this year... last year what was considered a big present was the Nike basketball... Haha. The ball brings back funny memories...

Time really flies man... When I got the Nike basketball from Darryl last year, our church was still in the small but nice and cosy FTMS House in Dhoby Ghaut. I still miss FTMS House, it's a great place haha even though it's a small small place as compared to our present church now. Woot, I still remember how everyone sang the birthday song for me last year. Haha and I remembered that weekend I was ushering with team Xcel! It was at YWCA which is somewhere near our church too. It's not YMCA, mind. Thinking back when I was still serving in the old usher team Xcel... Haha Peishan was still chief-ushering the team. Hmm, still remember the funny old times in Xcel. Then after the service in YWCA and after the debrief everyone celerated my birthday again. Haha... It was super funny cuz the was no fork or spoon for me to eat the cake with!
Thinking back... our church has really expanded a great great deal... From FTMS to Singpost... My journey with God has also grown along with the church... Although I did fall down, but I managed to come back on track through God's grace... Thinking back just only of last year... The change is really really great... From a small and playful boy, well I could say that I have grown up to be a responsible and quite mature guy with a little bit sense of humor.
Well... I can only say... Time really flies...

Hmm, time to search some songs on Youtube... It's been a long time since I've embed a video... Hmm, let's search...
Yes... a nice nice video... Backstreet Boys' Inconsolable. Yea It's a nice nice song... one of the latest song I think haha... enjoy...

2008-02-05T20:07:00.000+08:00

Wooohooohoooo... Prelim One is overrrrr... I feel good(tadadadadada)... Woot I feel good for all the tests despite the stupid Higher Chinese Compre being so difficult...
Wahhh... so I've been very busy... I've haven't been blogging for 2 weeks... wow not bad... hmm when 'O' levels come I think this blog might be dead for months man...
Hmm, Prelim 1 already made me so stressed up... Hmm, I wonder how I'll manage the rest of the Prelims and 'O's... I feel like screaming out now...
So I'm having faith for all subjects to get A1... although when people asked me what I'm gonna expect for my marks I'll say, 'A2 lorh', but in my heart I'm actually aiming for an A1...
So the past 2 weeks haven't been that exciting apart from me ushering for 2 consecutive weeks... I heard last week's Fighters IT very bad... I feel dam bad... I think I did not play my part that well on that duty... Next duty is time for a challenge to myself... Time to take up my insecurities that still are left in me and I shall throw them all away... 'For God has not given us a Spirit of fear'...
Hmm, so today went to watch 27 Dresses with the rest of the CG... actually is the new D2 and D4... restructured until only today then I know I'm in D2 liao... So confused now... Fairly well the movie... But I dunno why feel so tired sia... I suddenly don't have the feeling to follow the rest to go eat... Hmm, I dunno why... So after that took bus home... Sleep like very less on the bus... Still dunno the reason for being so tired...
So now I'm still feeling tired even when I'm blogging... Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day. Always look forward to the times ahead. Future's gonna be bright. Always look on the bright side of life.
Suddenly like the songs by Nickelback sia... Now listening to the few songs in my laptop... I so yearn for a good computer...

There's just so much I yearn for... a room of my own... and I mean MY OWN... Sometimes I just yearn for someone to be by my side, know me well enough to comfort me when I don't even need to say a thing. I'm strong in my faith. I can rely on God for all things. But sometimes I just wish for a person who really can read my thoughts and comfort me... Hmm, this sounds quite emo... Haha shall have a smile and forget about it...

My heart suddenly feel so heavy... ever so heavy...

2008-01-21T20:45:00.000+08:00

School's been very busy for me. Hmm, time to prioritize le. Ok, so basically major events are Ignite '08 at church! So yea, friday never go cuz of CCA. Then the weekend usher-ed for both days! Wahh super tiring sia, friday went for run at Bishan Park, then Saturday and Sunday had to stand throughout the whole service. But well, I still luv being an usher hahahaha.
Ignite '08 and our morning Sunday service was great. Hmm, Pastor Joakim's voice became hoarse-er after every session. Hmm, it's tiring being a pastor. Well, Pastor Joakim preached for Friday night, Saturday 2 sessions and Sunday morning service and 2 sessions all in 3 days. It's been hard man. Well, overall the Ignite '08 seem to be a great experience, our church can now fill 1400 people or more with the overflow room. Wow.
So today was an interesting day. With BryanWang-JustKidding giving morning devotion. Hahaha super joker la him, go up never greet teachers, and introduce himself. Super funny. After the thing, got a few 4-1 people did standing ovation for him lol. Well, for me I'd rather keep a low profile cuz I don't want any much unwanted attention, and Victor who called me to stand up never stand up lorh, jacked me.
Ok, time to do homework. I promised myself to study today, but instead I was so tired that I slept in the afternoon till 7pm plus. Great. 1 week to study and I'm still sleeping AND BLOGGING. Sian. gotta chiong Mdm Ee's homework now, if not she will confiscate your bus card cuz she can't recognize you. Hahaha.
I just realized NCC(Land) got 30+ Sec 1 cadets. Great job guys, last minute preparation off the room didn't affect us. Haha. Ok, gotta zhao already.

2008-01-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

Wah seh... Tmr got test I still can find time blog here sia... I quite can2 kui4 liao. Hmm, shall leave this a short one... So Wednesday assembly, went through school rules. Most zhai thing ever I'd say, new rules such as no copying of homework. Well, if Mr Teo were to catch, whole school will kena one. Who never copy homework de?
Well, after assembly, went for briefing for next Mon and Tues Camp FEAST. Well, I'll be going on the Tuesday, Monday evening then check in to HQ(NCC) Amoy Quee. Well, I have to say, I very lazy to go, and it wastes one day of my school! My precious time for knowledge gaining...
But never mind, once in a while chill out(I'd say HQ isn't quite a place to chill out) is ok de bah... Well, after that went for Chair IC meeting in church! Wow I actually made it to be a Chair IC now. Well, great power, great responsibility. I must still remain a servant-leader!
Well, today I'm not that happy with Mdm Ee, suddenly last minute WITHOUT EVEN A 24-HOUR NOTICE, the whole class is made to stay back for extra lesson. Blame it on herself to teach so slow. In the end have to cancel the worship session in church with Darryl. It's utterly CRAP. Makes me hate the teacher even more... Today also another teacher I feel like punching him. The PE teacher. He say my socks cant be seen, when I look at his socks, his socks' height is around the same as mine.
Message to the PE teacher: Crap la u, want call people to change, better change yourself first. Want others do things, you better set example first. If not you don't gain respect from me.
As a Specialist in NCC, I don't even call my juniors to do things which I can't do myself, I don't pump them the amount of push-ups I can't do in a go. So I'm very disappointed with that PE teacher man...
Ok, I sound like quite angry, but well life's like this and you gotta accept it. And I dont have much time for all these crappy things, might as well put them all aside to prepare your brain for even more useful things.
Well, I found a video and it's recommended by LekFong, haha it's super funny. StarWars in Hokkien!(it's just a small part of the movie)

2008-01-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

Wah seh today not bad sio... Today's lesson, Mdm Ee taught us the double angles trigonometry functions. Ok, it's basically easy, with a total of 3 formulas to learn. So, I shall type out the formula according to my memory.
So sin2A=2sinAcosA, tan2A=2tanA/1-tan(SQUARE)A, cos2A=cos(SQUARE)A-sin(SQUARE)A, cos2A=cos(SQUARE)A-1, cos2A=1-sin(SQUARE)A. Ok, let me check whether correct or not... Sian I never bring back the notebook, whatever la. Don't care correct or not.
Ok, so today Maths lesson rather eventful. Btw, my E-Maths test last friday dunno y so zhai I got 100 for it hahahaha, and JieChou keep giving me the irritated look and his middle finger for being so zhai.
Ok, so today also have Geog(Elect) lesson, touch Human Geog liao, on development currently. Then English lesson Mr Lawrence Tan nvr come again. Cuz of Sec 2 camp. So chiong-ed the Comprehension during lesson with Victor. In the end it isn't needed by today. After that is double Higher Chinese period. So today is write Gong Han. Chiong-ed it in 1 period's time.
Went gym with LS after that. Perry tagged along too haha. So went to workout, trained biceps for like 1 hour. Saw one dam pose guy there lol. Stand there trying to act cool only lol.
Oh ya, when I walk past the toilet for the disabled, I saw the toilet sign and suddenly thought of a lame joke. Lol. The sign on the door says, 'Disabled Toilet'.
Ok, so the few lame people might get what I'm trying to get at. Ok la so here's the lame joke after seeing the sign, 'How come the disabled toilet can't be used?' 'Because the toilet had already been disabled, that's why it's called DISABLED toilet.' Hahaha.
Lol abit cold sia, abit random also... Lol I have a brain that's meant for making lame jokes out from looking at things. Well, YC last time says that's part of my talent sia.
Oh yea, LS told me NJC gonna have DSA selection for canoe-ing CCA sia. Wah, I think I wanna check it out sia, I want go NJC! Canoe is a water sport which I like too lol. Actually I don't mind joining Canoe-ing CCA cuz it's also a water sport like Dragonboat-ing which I like even more.
Hmm, I think having a DSA also not bad, juz make sure 'O' levels results is at their requirement(the required score is actually more than the score needed to enter the school without DSA. Yea easier entry sia.) Hmm, I think I go try better, got double chances in a sense.
Well, gonna go rest for tmr liao. Gotta train for chin-ups this year too. Hope my gym training pay off. Bye

2008-01-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

Wahh today SUPER DUPER VERY EXTREMELY SIAN LA!!!
Today is just not my day...quoted from BryanWang.
Sorry Bryan my brother... I really very sorry for changing the security code and make you locked out of your phone. I really changed the PIN to 56789, still don't know why the phone code isn't 56789. Really sorry la brother. Sincere apologies man. I SWEAR ONCE AND FOR ALL that next time I won't touch anyone's phone from this second onwards man. I mean it.
Ok today I dunno why I'm so down on my luck!!! WHY!!??
Ok, I shall first list out all the bad luck I have for today.
1. Hair check today, FAILED. (I must really say LinDanWen really extra lorh, go pull my fringe. I hope I can punch him la. Really angry with him.)
2. Made Bryan's phone security PIN to don't know what number.
3. Go to Bishan Popular, all(I mean literally ALL) the A4 size exercise book are sold out.
4. Made Bryan go all the way with me from the bus stop back to J8 just to go to a Popular with no stock of A4 exercise books.(Need to apologize to Bryan for this also.)
5. When I head back to the bus stop, the 156 drove off the moment I step onto the overhead bridge.(When I saw that I became very qi gek already...)

Ok, overall the day has been a bad, bad, bad, bad day for me. But just now at Sengkang Popular, I was lucky enough to buy 3 A4 size exercise books.(There left only last 4 A4 size exercise books.)
I'm very sian diao now... Very very sian... But I gotta say 1 thing, Bryan is a great brother. He lives up to his saying, 'Brothers till the end.' I must thank him for going through the trouble to go with me from the bus stop to the Popular. And sorry for his phone. I really feel remorseful lorh...
Ok, must really go sleep liao. Zzz.... Hope tmr is a good day for me...

2008-01-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

Hihi people! Well, I actually managed to find some time out of my time of studying(and chiong-ing homework) to come and blog. Well, it's a miracle eh?
Hahaha so today's the second day of school. I feel so strange. Finally I'm the oldest in school, yet I still cant adapt to being one. Well, I still feel like a sec 3(well, that means I still am young at heart ma. Haha) and the lessons seemed to be quite as slacky as a first week of school should be. Well, old(as in those that already know our class) teachers started their lessons like Physics. Well, I must say I quite like Electrostatics, well maybe I like things that are static? Lol. Random.
Ok, so had a change of Co-Form Teacher. From Mrs Valerie Chua, to Mr Lin Dan Wen. Well, I guess Mrs Chua who is pregnant now, pang seh us because she has a baby. So in the end, our Chemistry teacher also change. Well, dunno how Mr Tan JH is like. Maybe will know tmr, cuz it's first Chemistry lesson tmr!(Woot, I actually quite like Chemistry, cuz it's like one of my best subjects lol) So the first 2 days observation, recess the queues is even more worst than last year. First day is Mr Yong let us go early, then today Mr Tan never let us go on time, in the end, nearly all the stores, literally ALL have literally SUPER LONG queue. Waited like 10min before I can order my food. I have thus, decided that if such incident happen again, I shall cut queue :P
So today is our first Maths lesson too. Well, Mdm Ee is quite an interesting teacher I should say. Very interesting. I'm very scared the whole class(or i should say gr-ass) would adopt her speaking accent or style after 1 year. Well, Maths lesson today was to test our skills basically, so today is an unfruitful Maths lesson.
Today is our first Higher Chinese lesson. Wahh actually thought Mr Lin Dan Wen teaching me leh. In the end is Mr Suah. Ok Mr Suah is a funny guy, but I heard Mr Lin standard is good. I dunno wat to do... Shall ask around this weekend. Well, most importantly must see my Chinese 'O' level result.
Today took height and weight too! Sian, I think I grown shorter sia... From 172 become 171. But i grown fat... from 60 to 64. Dunno is muscle mass or wat...
So I've also cut my hair two times... First time cut yesterday, like my previous style again... But today, I went to another place to trim my hair into the style the school accepts. Well, what a waste of money. Sian.
So these two days, I've been chiong-ing holiday homework. Well, not all, but until now, I've completed Maths(which Mdm Ee never mention of it AT ALL today) and I'm deciding to complete SS(due by next monday thanks to Mr F's aka Handsome's kindness).
Ok, now I'm feeling super full now. Cuz I've ate the big spare ribs at New York New York at AMK Hub. Lol. Went there with my mum after I cut hair. Also saw Sherlyn there haha. So coincidental sia. Last time went Plaza Sing also saw her.
Ok, I shall now go read my 1984 now. Prelim 1 is actually on Jan 28 btw! and Prelim 2 on 16 Jun! 'O' levels result will come out around 22 Jan this year sia. Hope my Chinese 'O' Level get at least A2 sia!

2008-01-01T09:13:00.000+08:00

Zzz... So, I just came back from countdown in church. 2 words. SUPER TIRED. Ok, yesterday, or I should say last year was kinda great. Yea, so in the afternoon, I went Dhoby Ghaut to meet with YC and Bryan. So because LS is late(as always), YC decided to go Parklane there eat chicken rice. Ok, 1 very important thing I realised about myself, is that when I play Naruto, I don't pay attention to the surroundings de. Ok, shall give an example, when Bryan and I were fighting in Naruto, YC was ordering food, then the uncle asked me what food I want. In the end without paying attention to what I'm speaking I just say same as YC's. Sian. The drink also, Bryan ordered Soya Milk, in the end I also say same with Bryan. Wah sian sia! In the end then I realised the whole meal cost $5.20. Ok, I've been kinda get cheated. Well, I must master the art of multi-tasking, when I play Naruto, I still am conscious of my surroundings lol.
Ok, so in the end my brothers all pang seh me. I left Dhoby Ghaut at 6pm plus near 7pm. Then reached church nowhere to go, in the end help Jason(from Zone F) complete the stages in his Naruto game. LOL.
Then another funny thing happen, Darryl called me buy food, say want sms me the things, in the end I receive nothing. Lol. So he called me to go down to the Salted Chicken Cutlet that store to buy for the leaders. Lol. In the end, the sms which Darryl was suppose to send me, I only received it pieces by pieces as the time goes by. Before service received 1, during service received 2, after service when everyone go to the nearby prata shop to eat, then I received the last sms. Diao lehh...
So the service was not bad, we praise and worship God while waiting for the New Year to close in. Then Pastor also gave a sermon on Loving Hatefully. Yea, it was an impactful sermon.
So after service, was like 1am plus near 2am, lol Shi Hao very poor thing, thought the service gonna end at earlier time. Haha. Then Elysia was like floating everywhere lol. I thought she left liao then I suddenly saw her in front of me, scary sia. Then I realised when someone is sian, a PSP is always a remedy for it, cuz MingHan always ask for my PSP when he super sian nowadays. Lol.
Oh yea, shall talk about the coincidences I had last week. Sunday went gym, when LS and I want to leave liao then I saw my primary school friend, but I don't think she can recognize me. Then yesterday at Plaza Sing, saw 2 Spec Course Phase 2 same platoon but different school de. Lol. Then also in Plaza Sing, at first saw JianMing and a few Zone F guys while LS, Bryan, YC and I were going up Star Factory. Then after that when Bryan, YC and I were buying things to eat, I saw Sherlyn. Lol. Everything like so coincidental sia. 1 day can meet so many people while outside with friends.
When for everyone's information, I'm not going to do holiday homework, as I don't have enough time liao. Well, hope next year's gonna be a great year! Btw Cat High Prelim 1 on Valentine's Day sia.

2007-12-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

Sian... Crazy connection now... Connect then disconnect, connect then disconnect... Today very sian... Do nothing... Sigh... Morning went to gym nia... All pang seh... Sian sian la... Don't think I wan do homework leh... Troublesome... Haiz... Well, tmr is countdown... I'll just look forward to it liao...
Nothing to do...

2007-12-28T10:51:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo(again)... Lol. So today I'm now feeling so sian! No good games to play, or rather game crashes so frequently that I uninstalled it... School is reopening soon! In 5 days time! And the thing I don't like is I haven't done the homework which I don't plan to do! And I have to cut my hair! And I have to face different teachers whom I don't know is good or bad... Cuz all the good teachers have left my class... :(
But come what may... I'll face everything... Cuz I believe in Philippians 4:13 and the song Awaken My Soul. Yeah.
So I'll be going to church in about 4 hours time. Repair chairs. I'm glad actually can step out of house today. Well, there's gonna be usher duty this Saturday, and it's gonna be Vision '08! Dunno what's next year's Vision for church will be. Desire? Radical? haha I also dunno. Well, pray that Saturday's service will run smoothly. Fighters really give their 200%! Yeah!
Ok, I shall now go search for online games to play hahaha...

2007-12-27T08:50:00.000+08:00

Yoyoyo people... Hmm, very sian sia... I'll be going off to gym in about 1-time. Well, yesterday in the morning went to Raffles Hospital with my mum for her checkup there. Ok, so waited from 10am all the way to 11.30am liddat then is her turn. She told me, 'Lucky we came earlier, if not my turn would come in like 2 hours instead.' Well, I'm actually glad that we came out the hospital around 11.30am cuz it meant that I have time to go for Topman sales at Bugis there before meeting up D4 for the movie! Muhahaha. So I managed to grab 1 blue skinny @ $59(which was deducted from the price of $103) and I grab another shirt which has atomic bomb design on it which is also a discounted one and I forgot the price liao. And lastly, I grab a $29 silver belt which was kinda nice to me. Well, all in all my mum paid $111 or less I dunno cuz she used the OUB card which has 10% discount on non-sales items and extra dunno how many percent on sales item. Woot, yesterday good harvest sia. New year don't need to trouble about clothes liao. Ok, so after shopping me n' my mum went to Ajisen to makan lunch. Well, ate a new ramen, Hokkaido Seafood Ramen(I love ramen and seafood!) and my all-time favourite side dish Baby Octopus! Lol. It was nice cuz Japanese food is my favourite.
So after lunch walked around summore around Bugis Junction. Then I left my mum at around 2.15pm for Plaza Sing to join the rest.
So in the end we went to The Cathay to watch I Am Legend. Well, the movie was nice with a few scary parts. But I just feel that the movie suddenly end sia. Like the ending very short liddat. But overall it's nice.
After the movie we all decided to go to QQ! And it was our old hang-out place when hoGc is still in FTMS House! Lol. I told somebody saying, "Later we go to the shop, the cashier will say, 'you all are finally back!'" Lol. Well i ate the fried noodles and the price is $4.30 liao. So expensive. Oh yea, I just know that Elysia dunno how to use chopstick one. Lol. So after the dinner me and SengYew went back from the NEL. So yea, reached home around 7pm plus plus then bath then while watching Deal or No Deal fell asleep. Haha so tired.
Ok, must prepare for gym liao. Bye bye.

I'll stand with You, when faith and fear collide.

2007-12-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

Wah seh... super tired now. Just came back from Noel's house after the Christmas eve time in church yesterday night. Wah yesterday usher super funny, actually laid out all the chairs, but in the end should be Pastor's preference to remove all the chairs and let everyone just relax and sit on the floor. Well, the Time with God yesterday night was mainly worshipping God and Q&A session with Pastors. Well, the worshipping was so nice. Actually sang a new song, but it's an old song to Pastors. Haha. The presence was so tangible that when I feel the sudden rise in the presence then I open my eyes, everyone was kneeling on the floor worshipping God liao. Woot zhai sia. This is what kept me staying on in my church, but worshipping God and feeling His presence is just one of the few factors which kept me in the church. Haha oh yea, yesterday super funny, saw KangMing in church sia! Don't know who invite him one, but should be some guy from zone F.
Well, so after service which is around 12am liddat, everyone hung around longer sia. In the end when we all left for Noel's house, there isn't any MRT left! Wah super sian sia! In the end had to take cab share money. From church to Noel's house is $14.80, so expensive sia. When everyone reached Noel's house it was around 3-4am liddat liao. Then everyone watched the big and wide TV showing WWE. Haha it's showing the wrestlers from the past 15 years too.
Well, I'm really too lazy to update on my trip on HongKong, but if you're interested, you can go to my friendster to see the photos. URL: http://profiles.friendster.com/thewatercloset
Ok, the most surprising thing in HongKong is that I actually saw Kris on my 2nd day in HongKong! Haha Kris was actually transitting his flight. Lol surprising sia seeing him at Kowloon Tong MTR station. Well, basically I bought 3 collared shirt, 1 white long sleeve, 1 white short sleeve and 1 black short sleeve. Then 1 non-collared tee white colour one. All white colour ones are from Espirit and the black on is from my favourite shop Quiksilver. I also brought 1 black stretch-denim style jeans from Quiksilver. And lastly, a pair of white sneakers and black jacket from Adidas. The shoes is called Tie-Break. Wah I think my Christmas-and-New Year shopping is done liao. Sigh, I think next time shall not buy any ring de necklace liao, wear already everyone keep asking me who issit from... Sian.
Hongkong was great too, with all the good food. Well, hope I can enjoy my last few days of holidays before the stressful sec 4 year comes... Well, hope that I won't slack as much as last year... This year must chiong to reach L1R5: 6 like the imba YC.
Sian... going off to sleep... Slept only at this morning 5am only...

2007-12-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

wahhh...juz landed this morning at 12am... as in 22nd Dec de 12am... veri tired now...not enuff sleep...tmr still got usher!!! but i shall sleep early to give my veri best!!!

2007-12-14T09:27:00.000+08:00

Hi all... I'm going to Hong Kong in just a few hours time. Hmm, I wonder if my phone can auto-roam the mobile network there. Hmm, since the network is 'mobile' i think it can move anywhere, then I think my handphone can auto-roam it. Lol. Gotta have my breakfast now. Hope the meals on the plane would be nice. Heard that these few years the meals improved. By the way it's been nearly 10 years since I took the aeroplane to go overseas. Because mostly last 10 years is we take ship, train overseas one lol. I think should be because mainly I told my parents I don't like taking plane :P Haha. Sian I'm gonna missed 1 weekend de service sia. But nvm when I come back on the 22nd I gonna give my all for the duty! Fighters must be zhai zhai again :)
So, I gotta do my christmas and new year shopping there if the things there are cheap haha.
Oh ya juz rmb-ed... yesterday went to Wild Wild Wet with my brothers. Lol. Lisong keep spitting into the water then make it float to other ppl. Then splash him at the tsunami pool there, then he buay song come and fight me sia. Super fun yesterday la, tried all the rides then go home after having dinner which is after WWW. So it was an eventful day despite me diarrhea. I'm surprised that my diarrhea didn't act up during WWW. Surprising sia.